♥EMO HAO♥

2010-12-28T04:27:00.002+08:00

OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME... my blog is extremely dead
hahas... i'm just plain lazy abt updating my blog

i had a meaningful more interesting x-mas this yr
1st time having a gift exchange session with:
tou, cow, lex, little, deon, qiqi, tian, kristine, ck & sharon
our usual clique... nvr die one! from 4 5 yrs ago its called pcbunk & we've been hanging out in dbg till 2dae
hope this friendship nvr end.

now currently i'm renovating my own room. hope it will turn out gd.
u readers (if there still is) can visit my blog to see e pics if there is any updates [:

peace ^.^

2010-09-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

LOL.... gotten lazy once again
hahaha if i update now i gonna write essay
so i just skip a few stuff.

mid august was the Singapore2010 YOG...
well met lots of new frens & diff teens all arnd the world
during one of e bus ride of my duty
met up wif e korean bball team, i had a chat wif them wif simple korean.
it was quite an experience, they said my kor was not bad for a starter like me.
i felt so relief that at least i took part in history being one of e workforce of e YOG [:

so early this mth, we had an appreciation party & every workforce member r given a free ticket to the universal studios @ RWS
its my 1st trip there though... took many pictures but it aint v gd ones cuz its at nite & i dun have a tripod.
however, i'll upload them soon on fb in time to come...

last wk went to botanic garden wif eunice.
hahas we brought e same model of DSLR... i was like cool ~ so zhun !
its my 1st visit there & i realise i didnt noe e garden was so freaking big .__.
we went in & only go 1/3 of e park ;x becuz i had a bad feeling that its gonna rain...
so we walked arnd for abt 2 - 3hrs & we left.
heng we left early... as soon as we reach e bus-stop, it rain LOL

I believe there are many better stuff happening ahead [:
Single life seems fine too me!

2010-08-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

nth much... i duno wad to update

last wkend went to watch movie wif clique.
"StreetDance"
abit disappointing cuz there wasnt much of a nice storyline
although there r still v nice dance moves [:

sunday nite b4 national day went to lex place for mahjong
aiya... luck wasnt that gd!
1st round was still ok but 2nd round totally unlucky D:
kns ~

1wk left to YOG [:
hope it will be exciting !

2010-08-04T01:44:00.002+08:00

Shit day aft all...

2010-08-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

My sincere apologies to readers who tried to follow my blog
one month plus nvr post...
keep very lazy or too tired to post.
wkends been working at cube, then wkdays having sch

School was rather busy... either having projects & lots of catch-up to do.
This coming wk is the last wk last wk of sch b4 the YOG holidays start
i got my YOG uniform & accreditation pass
it looks kinda weird but overall still alright ! Hope it will be great experience [:
After the YOG will be 1 more wk sch b4 the semestral exams !
I'm very determine to achieve gd result this time. Not gonna disappoint my parents le !

Ytd was the Sundown Festival.
I went down to Resort World Sentosa to catch the performance
I guess you all shld know who i'm going there for ~
!!!! AFTER SCHOOL !!!!
hahaha... Uee-noona & khahi-noona were my fav !
Pretty as ever... cant wait when they come back for their own concert.
I'll definitely go... Pics & Vids I'm gonna upload them on FaceBook, be sure to view them there [:

Alright i'll do more regular updates soon !~!

2010-06-10T18:13:00.002+08:00

hehe... ps guys !!
have not been updating my blog
now currently studying for my MST.

i had 1 paper this morning.
duno consider did fairly well or not.
nevertheless, gonna mug hard ltr for tml's paper [:

2010-05-31T01:16:00.003+08:00

Ok wkends... been hanging out arnd town area !
windows shopping la, eat la, play la, hahas almost anything u can do there

Happy Vesak Day to all Buddhist devotees.
it happen last fri, went down to tpy 1st that day
had vegeterian meal & i headed down to orchard ion
meet eunice... its been v v long we last met, guess almost a yr
enjoyed catching up wif old times once in a while [:
headed down to cine to meet little tou & cloudie for suki sushi buffet
eat eat eat... slowly 1 by 1 came
xiong yumi came... then cow... hanx... hito then qiqi
had a great time till 5plus then we leave
drove down to dbg & i headed to marina sq 1st to haf a chat wif uncle eddie
ooo its my 1st time i took e circle line... find it not diff from nel just that its shorter in length ~
aftwards... i headed back to dbg to join e rest.
bought tix at 12.30am to "Price of Persia : Sand of Time"
great show... in e 1st place i tot was animated one & no interested
but phew... e show was overall gd [: -thumbs up-
aft e movie which last arnd 2hrs, i bussed home alone D: (no1 lived in e west) sadded

sat woke up at 2pm... nth much to do
hungry & no lunch at home
so i shower, changed & headed for cube...
helped out, had lunch, i going to start work at bukit timah v soon too ~
aft tou cloudie & e rest came, watched them play dota. had loads of laugh...
we aftwards went to mr bean cafe which is oppo parklane & slack & chat
lol me ck cow & lex chat from girls -> card game -> wwe -> pokemon -> soccer -> injuries... crap till i laugh till stomachache !!
we chat till abt 2am some went home & some go lan...
as for me... went back to ps starbucks to find david
suet suddenly say wanna eat prata... so we went down to selegie eat supper
ordered a maggi goreng thats all, hahas... i realised i can eat spicy food well >.<
i used to ordered non-spicy food, now like no kick alrdy ! -proud- =x
finish eating, its alrdy 4am
we continued on to city hall to tak e last night rider home

2dae suppose to go out see e jubeat random challege
but... i fail to wake up !! LOLOLOL
wasted sunday D:

2010-05-20T10:45:00.002+08:00

currently in sch now... tired ~.~

last week had some drinking session
with tou, cloudie, lex, ck, cow, cass, ppc, tobi, aries & gerald's frens...
ton at boat quay till morning & took the 1st bus back [:
didnt realli do much for e past wkend...
only hanging out wif clique at town area & had dinner & chit-chatting

during mother's day had dinner with my family at west coast plaza
had chinese cuisine there...
b4 that we went shopping at nike factory store.
sis had 40% off voucher so i bought a new pair of sneakers & a new jacket while my 2 sisters bought lots of tops LOL
e foloing morning we went to chinatown to eat dim sum wif my grandaunt
its nice... its call red star restaurant
maybe some of u all heard b4... its always v full & need to queue
thats y i woke up at 7.30am just to go there early & no need to queue.
reach there at 8 plus & e tables r alrdy 90% filled =O

YOG core training is coming soon for me !!
getting more excited as Singapore 2010 is abt less than 3 mths away ~

HWAITING !!

2010-05-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

yea back to posting
Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world [:
had an early morning... woke up at 7am when e prev nite i slpt at 2am =x
headed out to outram eat dim sum wif my parents & my grandaunt...
didnt realli enjoy totally wif e food cuz i was sick D:
i was like eat abit... cough abit... eat abit... sniff abit...
dam xin ku... sadded ~ but overall e food was gd !!
did spend much time 2dae so i stayed at home most of e time !

ytd went down wif my mom for some shopping ba
hahas... headed to chinatown to check out dim sum restaurant
aft that we walk arnd & had yong tau foo at people's park fc
continue on to vivo
bought my new pairs of jeans from levi's
gonna buy more from uni glo too xD wanna get a grey colour 1 but levi's dun haf
so i shld be heading uni glo for more =P
then shopped arnd... looking at clothes & stuff that i wanna buy...
window shopping may be boring for some cuz make u so fed up then u dun haf e cash now to buy it staight away but its a gd way to spend ur $$ wisely
at least u can plan out ur budget, wad to buy 1st & wad can buy later.
its gd... ladies or guys who love to spend alot, trying window shopping 1st xD
continued on to mark&spencer & my mom bought a skirt... its been a long time my mom buy clothes alrdy =3 (she is a $$ saver)
mom went back 1st & i headed down to dbg meet ck tou & e rest
went down to cathay for astons......
had a gd wkend i suppose, i heng manage to catch e last 105 home!! hehe...

Been thinking of you
You had been always standing behind support me emotionally
You always wish I'll be happy
But you never though for yourself or wish to gain anything back
For the past year, I've been so blinded by things in front of me which I find myself so naive
And you standing behind, pretending to be happy for me but you are suffering inside!
I was so dumb, can I have that opportunity once again?
I would want to cherish you & I believe its my turn to give you the happiness that you wanted.
I remember what i said a year back, I don't care whatever past you gone through. Bygones are bygones! It won't stop me from caring & concerning you.
Do you still remember??

2010-05-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

i just updated my links...
frens kana deleted de hua or not in my link list & wish to be in it
let me noe & i link u guys up [:

last wk was happy that i finally succeed in appealing back to sch
this time i have to stay focus & finish up the diploma
no more joke alrdy ~
cherish every opportunity & chance you have.

last wkend... watched Ip Man 2.
we kiasu bought tix on thurs for e midnight show on sat night !
hahas... thats how kiasu we were
e show was amazing... those wanna watch better catch it b4 its gone.
even if u all nvr watch e 1 sequel, its ok de... its 2 diff stories [:
better action & better machine gun from Ip Man =x

thats all to update [:
nitesss ~

2010-04-27T04:50:00.000+08:00

Wow this is e 1st time i'm using my phone to blog
I couldnt slp cuz there is so many things running in my mind...
My main concern is I realise hw bad I feel rite nw that I kept thinking of u for no reason... Its so natural that I dun even need any reason that cause it
Everyday i'll be so tempted to see ur fb, ur blog, hoping to see updates wif ur life since we live far from each other
viewing ur pics that u upload... it will never fail to make me feel contented!
I guess now its just my own entertainment... nth is goin to happen anymore.
Gna, take care! [:

i realise Love is so powerful & sweet yet bitter

2010-04-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

i guess my heart isnt there anymore
i believe that i want to improve on my life b4 moving on to others
i dun have the capability to carry on when my thoughts are still elsewhere
my apologies for all e false promises that i made !
i guess sorry won't work nowadays but i'm feeling regretful now
i guess i wasn't ready yet & i believe caring my own & my family is my main priority

i guess what i do wasn't in your mind anymore
i used to believe that i'll be back to you but i'm too late as well
why people always have that big wall covering the heart of the true feelings?
thinking that everything will be fine when it isn't going that way
however when coming to realise that true feelings
everything will always be too late?
guess its a real goodbye for now? turning back isn't a gd way either?
hahas wad a contradicting relationship

2010-04-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

last fri... yay its my 1st day out for apr hahahaha !
i finally gt $$ le ma... thats y =x

headed of to cwp to fetch baby...
its arnd 3 4plus & its hot like hell !! i nearly goin to melt like an ice-cream.
when we reach dbg, its dark like goin to rain alrdy
wtf is wif e weather recently man, keep cheating on my feelings D:
had my lunch there at ps, v long nvr eat e indonesian bbq cuisine le ! yumyum [:
aft that headed to cube find x.r3dz & rest of SYM.
saw tou & cloudie at e arcade...
heard that it was jieyong bdae too, so b4 goin to meet e rest
we headed down town to jalan jalan... woah i realise i had so much things to buy D:
hope can earn some extra $$ for my wishlist man !

aft that baby had to go back b4 9pm, so i sent her off b4 i head back to dbg & wait for e rest.
at nite hanx del xiong & yumi came from sentosa to buy popcorn.
cool... their popcorn is realli super nice to eat !
headed to cathay at midnite to watch "Kick Ass"
well e storyline is v draggy in e middle.... overall was 6/10 ba !!
its like a kid show but they put violence & sexual scene in it.
e lameness & humour will be 9/10 ba... those love lame stuff can go catch it but i find its not worth e $ to watch it in a theatre ~
headed home to rest aftwards...

p/s:
learn to cherish the one near you
once you regret letting go
its very hard to turn back

2010-04-15T18:56:00.004+08:00

hahas i finally gotten my pay !! HOORAY ~
now gonna save up & work for things that i like [:
now is job hunting time...

p/s : to you that i love,
i love the way u care & concern for me !
i love the way u treating me so gd !
i love the way u were so patient !
i love the way u very harsh but no matter wad,
i love the way you are [:

2010-04-12T03:38:00.001+08:00

All i can say now is sian !!!
i m like waited for almost a mth for my pay to come in ~~
its like yrs has just past staying at home...
oh & i need a perm part-time job soon till i enter army at e end of e yr hahas...
time flies so quickly ~

well abt sch, i've plan to continue on aft my NS, courses that i wish to go require guys to complete their NS!
kns... no fair man ! waste 2yrs of our life doin it ._. jy ba ~

2010-04-02T19:16:00.004+08:00

hahas ytd was my 2nd monthsary wif georgina in audi hahas =x
played audi & stayed at home all day =O
dam sian these days... my pay is delayed till nex nex wk .__.
GG.com for me liaos... fking broke now !!!

some ss i took when i audi wif baby geor <3
actually only 3 =x
1) mega

2) aft love party o.O

3) our wedding o1o21o <3

2010-03-31T16:32:00.003+08:00

yo peepos...
hahas u guys nvr go on e wrong blog,
dun see SNSD le all tot wrong blog arhs... just cant find a nice brown eyed girls theme
so i used SNSD instead xDD
at least my blog looks nice & black now <3
ltr gonna add new songs to my blog bgm playlist !

been watching another korean reality tv show called "Invincible Youth"
hahas... make me like SNSD's Yuri & Sunny & oso 4minutes' HyunAh
its hilarious & catchy... e show nvr fail to make me get stomachaches =P
maybe u guys can try to watch it [:

-off to mouse hunt again- =x

2010-03-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

sunday went down to iluma
its e jubeat finals....
hahas i was ranked no.51!
no need to play le... its ok i was relieved that i didnt got thru e top 50 cuz e songs sucks =x
met david at clementi & we train down to bugis
had lunch at e hawker centre opposite
slacked all e way till nite....
the ext category finals were e best to watch.
fight between lucas, lexus & jovian ( e giant vs 2 xdds ) LOL =x
Congratz to e winners for each category
esp lucas... gratz for winning a XBOX360 [:
had an early nite that day
we went to eat pastamania for dinner b4 we train back ~

"Baby you...... breaking my heart
Baby you...... hurting my heart"

*Extracted from e lyrics "I Did Wrong" by 2AM

you changed... its dying alrdy !!
i lost all my interest in you anymore
you could even say "i lazy to reply"
ByeBye

2010-03-20T05:06:00.004+08:00

gd "evening" morning everyone LOL
just home from bugis...
been slacking arnd there due to e jubeat competition
hahas... i dun wan to say abt my score !!
i'll still be there on this sunday which is finals le
pls do come support at least hahas [:
last 2 days oso been arnd bugis area.

earlier this morning went off to baby Geor place to slack
her ahma so kind, she gave me angbao i 4get to say thankyou
baby Geor, help me say ty on my behalf ok??
overall went ok but e rain sucks .__.
we then cabbed down to cube, met up her sis & ate mos burger for lunch
then e sisters headed off to pasir ris to meet their fren while i went on down to bugis

hope sunday will be a fun day [:

i understand ur feelings well
i felt e same way once
tell urself, its e past alrdy
bygones r bygones
not all ppl in front of you will remind u of e past
everyone will haf their unique qualities
so do you & me ♥

p/s: i'll still keep e neoprints well till ur mind is clear [:
p/s/s: i do miss you alrdy ~

2010-03-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

oh my.... been stuck at home nth to do D:
any1 have permanent part-time jobs to intro?
i need a job now till i sch reopen, then i can still continue to work during wkends!
many jobs i see either short term or need work wkdays too ~
of cuz i dun mind working wkdays now but once sch reopen i cant le ma.

DESPO FOR JOB =x

Let fate decide my love life
I love to know more people in this society
I know there will be one waiting for me

2010-03-08T18:11:00.002+08:00

wooo finally the torture days r over.
hahas been working for the past 4 days at suntec convention
CAREER 2010, EDUCATION 2010.
kana e surveyors team... gosh everyday for 4 consecetive days
we all have to conduct surveys & stand for 9hrs !!
1/2 hr break time during lunch only... imba shit ~.~
many stories heard too... esp elder peeps hoping to find jobs but went out disappointed D:
but i got to noe some new frens... those haben add me on fb feel free to do so peeps [:
esp raina, vanessa from e registration counter & a few others from e registration counter team !!

CNY period:
well this yr cny... same same ba! but at least i felt happier this time round
at least vday & cny day 1 was tgt & i dun feel much of a vday blues cuz i m still single XD
headed to grandma place on day 1...
grandaunt place on day 2... & my relative came over my place for my cousin's bdae
Happy Birthday Anthony !
ordered pizza & ate a fabulous lunch [:
day 3 other relatives came over for a visit...

27thFeb:
ooooooooooooo
my most high day... its the day when Brown Eyed Girls, a kpop girl grp came to spore & held a concert at Zouk.
i actually tot that if i go & attend their concert, i'll be happy for 1 day & suffer e rest of the March =x
cuz i didnt haf enuf to pay for e tix, its $98 at HMV & $118 at door.
but on that day... i was too tempted aft their fan meet at Bishan J8 !
i just haf to go... so i headed out & rush to e HMV at Citylink Mall & 313
gosh... e staff there all said that i have to get e tix at door.
i went like omg... siao liao la !! $118, $20 more ex D:
suddenly... a miracle happened !
one of my pri sch mate called me
she told me she had an extra tix & she willing to sell it to me at $66
i went like.... white light glowing out of my hp !!
my day just went brighter & brighter =x
so i met up kunhao & his frens whom i met 1st time at e fan meet
we headed to Zouk, bought my tix & enjoy e concert !!!!

e concert was jaw-dropping wonderful !~!~!
pics & videos, pls view my fb for them cuz uploading here is v ma fan =x
omg Ga-In was inches away from me.... i nearly tap her hand during e last song
awwww...... e concert was just imba !!
we all manage to get space in front of e stage...
Ga-In....... just so close !! her hand was so close to mine from tapping it ~
awwww.... i miss them so much
its alrdy Day 8 aft e concert & i just cant stop thinking e contents of e show !
Seriously i really dun mind suffering e rest of March cuz its realli a one time concert that u cant miss !!
Hope they will come back to perform again aft their comeback in Korea [:
Brown Eyed Girls HWAITING

2010-03-01T06:10:00.002+08:00

Wooooo feeling after shocks from the concert i attended on 27thFeb
i tml will update on it

made some changes to my blog too... haha !!
off to slp 1st <3

2010-02-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

i'll make a short post here =x

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day to everyone [:
just back from geylang... (pls dun anyhow think)
went to my old buddhist society for cny eve dharma talk!
wad a memorable place it has been... cant tell its alrdy 8yrs i nvr been there alrdy!
wow.... hahas
intended to go chinatown wif my parents de
but e road closure spoiled the plan D:

Hope tml & e rest of e lunar new year will be a properous one [:
CHEERS !!!!!

2010-02-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

1 more wk to chinese new year...
yay-ness excites me
but its also the same day whereby its valentine's day
the boo-ness dulls me

went down to cube on sat
no1 there except SYM ppl...
slacked there till arnd 9plus 10
went off to iluma find e jubeat peepo since there wasnt anybody at dbg
had supper & bussed back
now exams r arnd the corner.
better get my books & mindset back on track once e cny period is over
JIAYOU [:

Everyone have the rights to love
Fight for your love

2010-02-02T14:15:00.002+08:00

aiyer.... duno y i always so lazy to update often!!
so sry... will try to force myself to type! HAHA...

last wkend went down to dbg.
recently i m back active in audi ><
play at jcube at nite aft dinner...
fri was kinda nth do cuz everyone else was bz.
hanx needed to finish his piles of assignment
so i went down to burn time bahs. headed home at 12am

sat headed down to cube early
arnd 4 reach there.
met SYM ppl [:
played at cube till 8pm
finally i lvled in audi... aft duno how many yrs? LOL
aft that hanx called to go marina sq for dinner
so i rushed down to marina sq
met up xiong yumi & hanx.
ate at suki-yaki steamboat buffet.
tou cloudie qiqi & ying join in....
that kns hanx take so much... end up we haf to eat fishcake until dam steam la !
hai dao !! ROARS...
train back wif hanx as the rest sat xiong car to go catch a movie.

few days to hanx bro bdae.
2 wks away from cny & valentine's day.
who willing to be my valentine?

2010-01-24T19:43:00.003+08:00

ytd went down to terence chalet
had lots of fun.
drinking beer.... bbq... chit-chat... met lots of ppl [:
went down to dbg 1st & met john
played at arcade for quite some time till allan is done
headed down by train to pasir ris meeting allan on the way at lavender.
reach dte at arnd 8plus
met most of e jubeat peepo !
had great fun
morning took 1st train back... haha sit till butt pain once again ><

last fri most sian one... no1 came down town
totally was slacking at jcube reading my harry potter book
hahas i finally get to borrow it.
i haben read the deadly hallows yet !
met SYM fam & xiaor3dz bro [:
bus back early cuz i was dam tired...

L.O.V.E just another word I never learn to pronounce!

2010-01-20T11:49:00.003+08:00

oh sry guys... monkey years i nvr post again =x

nth much happen uhhs... only watched "daybreakers" last wkend
e storyline is very much the same as "i am legend"
but u see more gore & bloody scenes.
so ppl wif heart-attack or will faint when u see blood. pls dun go watch LOL
help disclaim the movie =x
cny coming... wanna faster feb then i can go do some shopping for clothes XD
lots of things i wish to buy luhhs
- Brown A|X-buckled belt from A|X
- Polo-Ts from Zara
- Jeans from Uni-Qlo
- Shirts from Uni-Qlo/River Island
hopefully can get most of them b4 cny XDD

guys who wanna get nudie raw jeans
i have lobang for you guys... getting at $200++
so if u guys wanna get those jeans. pls refer to me [:

2010-01-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

8thJan
off to sch for GEMS cls
sch is having the open hse since thurs
hahas lots of pretty girls arnd =P
i still rmb thurs i at fc4 eating lunch & i saw 1 girl in high heels & sleeveless top
v pretty... even e table of guys behind oso toking abt her !!
lols ~ too bad cant approach her cuz i rushing for lab test D:

ok so aft GEMS cls. hanx & i went to eat subway
bussed down to ion & meet cow qiqi tou. went to shop arnd ion for office wear for cow
cow bought clothes chosen by me & hanx from zara.
aft that continued walking arnd orchard
ion -> taka -> 313 -> orchard central -> dbg
aft all the shopping
met ying & tian at dbg.
i haben watched avatar, so is tian
so we all watch avatar 3D at cathay wif ck jon ying tian & qiqi
its a wonderful movie
rated: 5/5 for me... total thumbs up !!
cabbed home aftwards [:

9thjan
evening went down ion
sign up for job at uni qlo
they hiring part-timers... hope can get a job !
then bussed to dbg eat dinner
david me allan tobi & jon we went down to cineleisure watch movie
"The Vampire Assistant"
hmmm storyline no bad... its gonna be another sequel goin.
it end abruptly so there is sure gonna be a part 2!
rated: 3.5/5 [:

海派甜心made me teared on episode 11 when 陳寶茱 went to 杭州 with 薛海
touching story !

2010-01-05T09:01:00.002+08:00

currently having lecture =O
life back at sch is much better...
wont think so much
wont suck thumb stay at home & nua ._.
faster CNY!!! $_$ hehehe =P

btw feel free to tag or email me if interested:
DIOR homme jeans for sale, comes in black and blue, selling @ 430!! Please let me know if you're interested :D

2010-01-03T01:24:00.002+08:00

wooo happy 2010 peepo ~
2 O 1 O
on new yr eve
was walking past ion orchard the dunkin' donuts
then it struck me that yr 2010 looks like 2 donuts 1 donut LOL
so i say 2010 = 3 donuts
ok i was so lame that day i anyhow bomb =x
well i suppose to meet piglet for the movie avatar cuz we both haben caught it yet
but she last min got things on for new yr i got disappointed & went orchard alone
hai.... another new yr spent as a single ~
took 105 to pacific plaza get my adidas watch fixed.
the buckle broke. so i went to replace a new one

aftwards headed to ion for some shopping
lots of sales still goin on !! hahas bought a river island polo
wanted to shop for more at zara... but there is not much size left
i intended to get them another time bahs
the crowd was so kua zhang that i wanted to go 313 to shop but i m like need to walk 10 steps & pause for 3secs b4 moving on... dam lots of ppl ~.~
along the way i stop at taka A|X store to check on my belt & watch
arghhh spore tax is really fking imba !!
US price $19 on sales for my A|X belt
Spore leh... ccb need $139 b4 discount, aft discount its still $90+ la
bloody tok cock la ~ zzzzz...
ok stop toking abt $$
gonna earn back & buy it soon [:

aft that went down dbg meet tou & the rest
had dinner at just acia & decided to head towards esplanade for the fireworks
strike midnite aft we welcomed yr 2010
we all headed to qiqi place to slack
had supper & aft 1hr ++ waiting for cab or NR
we ended up calling 3 cabs to qiqi's place.
so ppl... rmb if u gonna go town cd & then head home.
i suggest u guys to stay at home. its not e roads jam but the pathway jam
then plus everyone taking cab.... there is practically no cab for u to wave de !
unless u r bloody lucky =x

k nth much le... practically rest of the days r slacking at home watching drama & anime =x
hope when sch is abt to reopen bring more interesting stuff into my life [:

PEACE

2009-12-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

Merry X-mas everyone
Hope everyone's wishes come true

Firstly, Thx those ppl who sms or facebook me for ur bdae wishes
Greatly Appreciated !!

23rd Dec
headed out late in the evening
went down str8 to bugis
suppose allan jio me go pub to drink
but john gt too much paperwork to do
we end up go cheers buy some beer & headed to funan to drink & slack
hahas thx peng & janice... 1st to wish me bdae rite on 12am

24th Dec
off i go~ officially 19
just like wad ahlam said... its my last yr being a -teen
nex yr gonna be my twenties !! wow... time realli flies
went down to dbg meet john & jeffrey
played at zoneX for awhile... waited for that tobi
till i kana scolded by everyone for being so late
cuz everyone is complaining they hungry
reach there... intro them to v8 cafe
ate there... ambience is great during their x-mas season
couples if u guys at bugis... go give that cafe a try
its on the 3rd storey of bugis junction [:
intended to watch late nite show but most seats r full
so i headed home to rest...

hah spend my x-mas slping ><
nvm new yr is coming soon
nex wk shall be a fun week.
hoping to catch up with somebody !!
Monday onwards shall be fun & interesting ~

2009-12-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

had a great wkend last wk
of cuz the sunday outing wif jubeaters & MONsters [:

woke up just on time shower & head out to clementi
meet everyone at 4
last min so many ppl went down ~
total of 23ppl
had xlb buffet at 5pm sharp
eat till 8pm
jeffrey bought cake for us.
we had 3 december babies in the clique
Lucas = 12th, David = 18th, Mine 24th (all multiples of 6 if u guys realise)
lots of pictures taken & 3 videos by our paparazzi team =x
u all can go fb to see cuz there is like too much photos
it will take zillions of yrs to upload them here =x
i would like to thank them for the bdae song becuz i havent heard a bdae song on my bdae for quite some time alrdy ~
it feels gd even though its for 2 other ppl as well !!

aft that some headed to clementi tka while we go iluma
played & slacked there
headed home at arnd 11plus bahs ~

less than a week to my birthday
presents anyone?

2009-12-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

ok come to update...
3 papers over
1 last paper to go & its gonna be the holidays
my bdae is coming v v soon too [:
wonder this yr got presents or not =P

update my bgm
now change to a song which i find it v v nice
its electric j-pop hope u all like it
some of u may find it v familiar uhhs =x

2009-12-07T02:35:00.002+08:00

ok just mug finish my programming
in 7hrs time its gonna be the start of my 1st MST paper
*MST = Mid Semester Test
gotta mug hard & play hard for the holidays
thinking of getting a part-time job for the 3wks vacation
wonder if i can get one & earn extra cash for my bdae =P

just now back from iluma wif the rest
suppose is celebrate lucas bdae budden uhhs
he bobian need go home early.
too bad... maybe on the 13th we can haf some fun during the gathering [:
realise more ppl bdae falls on dec uhhs hahas
-wonders if my wishlist can clear some on my bdae-
any kind souls can fufil for me =x
kk off to get some rest & tackle my programming knowledge ltr!!
gambatte ne

I wish i could be your center of attention
Giving me warmth & care every moment
I seriously cant stop thinking why i will end up thinking of you
Even though i felt that you are still irritating at times
Knowing someone deep is hard
But i know that i know you the deepest than anyone else

2009-11-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

sry guys i nvr update
reasons becuz i lazy to update, nth much to update & of cuz bz wif sch work

last wkend down to iluma wif jubeat clique
nth much realli happen... lol then slacked at john's office aft arcade close
poor john during sitex need burn midnight oil ~

sch was getting bz cuz of the upcoming MST nex wk
then gt lots of work i need catch up...

during chalet... met up hanx del & qiqi train down to pasir ris
bbq... slack... chat ~
late at nite play king's cup !!
LOL had quite lots of fun
nua bth & gave up by volunteering to drink the king's cup
he drank e king's cup:
70% vodka raspberry (that cough syrup yucky vodka)
10% coke
10% water
10% coffee
G.G drink man...
went to eat mac brkfast
aft that i cabbed home cuz i wanted to go out in e night
headed to iluma meet up wif kurobe & frens
planned to head back chalet but i getting more & more sick
so i bth & bussed home instead & rest

now here i m lo sick
having a cold... tissue use like free one
kk update asap

hints bdae coming soon <3

2009-11-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

chalet is happening ltr on!
wonder wads e fun =x
Singapore 2010 Volunteering is getting more & more exciting for me
trainings alrdy began & i cant wait to meet my teammates
more friends to ren shi [:

Treating like it never happen
Learning to be patient
Someday my feelings will be appreciated

2009-11-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

ok looks like i stayed home all day 2dae =O

fri off to bugis once again play jubeat...
e machine in tka change until like shyt
iluma machines down, heard their modem on fire LOL (power)
ok then play till 10 i bus down to dbg meet tou, cloudie, little, lex, qiqi & ying
suppose we wanted to watch "2012" that nite
budden ah... tou told me all e seats r full until 2am
i was like sian diao lo...
aft jcube close headed down to cathay
tou they buy tix for sat movie to watch "2012"
i didnt buy cuz i want to watch wif precious
so they bought & we went down to evo play
bussed back aft playing

sat headed down to bugis meeting kurobe 1st at clementi
wanted to find one cbk out but looks like he is to humji to come out
met precious & slacked at mos burger
played jubeat for awhile
ate dinner at ba chor mee oppo bugis junction
fun & happening nite that day at tka
doin areaflare & gigaflare
in addition, doing the early thingy =x
send precious home
wanted to train back to bugis budden i needed to pee so badly i find e whole of hougang for a toilet & yet it was juz abv e station ._____.
cabbed back to bugis instead
lushy me john & kh left behind & finding a place to slack
end up i suggested goin to a bar to drink
so we went down to a bar near raffles hospital called narbin
its a arabian ambience bar & drank some beer & sheesha there [:
tok c0ck slack till 5am & we went back
took bus home & boom off to bed =P

2009-11-15T06:57:00.002+08:00

ok i suppose to update my blog for precious
but i gave up... too tired!! i'll do it tml ><
back arnd 1hr ago from drinking at north bridge rd
tgt wif lushy john KH & KH's fren.
tok abt e rest tml =x
nitessssssss

My commitment for love is all with you
Lets cherish every moment we spent tgt
I do love you <3

2009-11-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

ok just back from playing
jubeat as always... gonna slack soon once tourny is over [:

tml hopefully will be fun
aft my sch planning to go home rest abit 1st
then go jp meet hanx bro & xiong for dinner b4 they go board bus for their trip to genting.
aft that heading to dbg meet e rest for the movie "2012"
more hope that i can meet my precious
sat plans of goin bugis meet jubeat clique?
tourny might be starting soon. hahas jyjy [:

Thanks precious for letting me earn your trust
I'll take gd care of you
May we hold hand & walk this path together
13nov2009 will be remembered

2009-11-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

updated my links....
names disappear becuz url change yet no notice! so i just get rid of it.
if wanna be linked let me noe bahs.

super tired... nearly toh during lesson
heng still got precious to sms if not i gonna catch no ball in lecture
guess i go slp early 2nite [:
tml 1hr sch & i m off at 10am
who wanna pei me go window shop???

2009-11-09T02:03:00.004+08:00

sch, town, sch, town
its been almost a daily routine man!!
cannot liddat liaos... need to concentrate on my sch !!
fri went down to iluma play jubeat
met up wif e jubeat clique...
aft that walked to cine
watched "SAW VI"
looks like there is gonna be SAW VII
e story somehow like nvr ending de...
v clever uhhs they earn money liddat!
e v random thing abt on that day is...
tayco saw ginn watching e same movie wif us
then aft went downstairs to slack
we saw tobi & shaun LOL
small world @.@
slacked at there till 6am
took cab back wif kurobe...
stupid retarded uncle duno how to listen one
kurobe go west coast... he like nvr listen liddat...
drive past e road 2wards west coast. kurobe dulan & alight at clementi mrt station
ok nvm.... aft that on my way towards IMM (which is near my place)
he go turn left wanting to go teban gardens i was like "WTF uncle no need go west coast just go u-turn back to IMM there"
he orhh & turn rite instead & go 2wards the library (jurong town hall rd)
i went WTF nb la.... i say u-turn he turn rite kum lan?
when he reach my place i chao kan him & say i paying $10 only... u do all e silly stun. dig ur ear b4 u pick up ur nex customer =,=

ytd jiu woke up late... 6pm then wake up
faster shower & head down fish&co find hanx lex & little
saw xiong & yumi while walking there
ate & tok cock... saw ppl ordering & drinking waterfall twice
headed cathay bought tix for movie while i head down iluma
saw they all place e chairs in front of e machine like theatre liddat LOL
randomly we saw eloise while we goin off.
walked our way to cathay wif kurobe & lushy
waited for hanx bro watched finish their movie....
went off cathay to parklane...visit evo awhile b4 cabbing back wif hanx.

Life for me is like turning into a wheel that turns round forever
When will someone stop it for me & turn it around?

2009-11-04T05:34:00.002+08:00

haii nov le...
everyday almost late go home... late slp...
realli need to switch my mood back to sch life
bb nth much to post abt ._.

Falling in love is easy
Loving someone is hard
Fall for you was very easy
But you ain't the kind that i love

2009-10-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

Sch reopen...
nth much realli happen leh... thats y i find it super lazy to blog ~.~

pass days goin back sch... meet hanx eat lunch all that
then a few days went down to iluma meet jubeat ppl
ytd aft sch went to iluma find jeffrey
ate dinner at ba chor mee there
jiu head home aft that.

wkend was kinda boring leh
cuz no movie to watch....
slacked arnd dbg, jubeat, else went to evo play dota
sibeh sian... singlehood getting sick alrdy? .___.
possible...
keep feel like a loser doin things alone.
i'm feeling more & more afraid of being alone
i rather be hungry to death then eating alone
i rather bored to death then doin anything alone
rubbish........

this coming thurs goin to eat suki sushi buffet... who wanna tag along?? =x
eating with the audition committee members [:
hope we had fun.

Had a dream of you
Hugging me tight from behind
Saying I Love You
When will it come to life?

2009-10-16T02:01:00.002+08:00

hahas turning my human clock back to normal
time flies v fast & next wk its back to sch
so excited.... this time gonna put 80% concentration on my studies
& of cuz e rest of the 20% on work, play & frens of cuz [:

just now hanged arnd dbg
suppose to go cine eat suki sushi wif the audi committee ppl de leh
but end up no time le ~ KNS !! who wanna go eat sushi buffet???? T.T
aft that play at JCube & then went to iluma play jubeat

tml shld be fun... goin dinner with the jubeat clique
maybe a nite movie... see wads the plan [:
woooo 1 more rank for jubeat & i gonna get my fav song =P

Am i really creating feelings for her?
Or is it just a desperate feeling for a gf?
The Confused One, Hao !

2009-10-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

hah lazy to blog recently =P
last wk had a press conference at JCube
its a new committee set up at JCube for audition players
& i m a part of it [:
fun though... noe new ppl ! my face is on playpark forums LOL
i think its oso probably in other websites

just now went down to bowling
cui... v long nvr bowl all skills lost ._.
met up elaine then go IMM eat
headed home to put down my bowling ball & bus down to dbg
played jubeat awhile
went cathay to watched "sorority row" wif aries & elaine
lol not bad e movie
filled wif bitches & sexy babes hahaha
but of cuz its a thriller movie so gore & killing is in it too ~
oh not to miss out the boobs showing scenes HAHAHA =x

wkend nth much but out to eat dinner
concentrating on my studies v soon
its just 1 wk away from sch reopen ~
back to sch life... yea !!
GPA 3.0 here i come ~

I always had this feeling
I noe i'll find you irriating
I noe might quarrel with you things which are small
Yet i don't mind but hope we can hangout more often
Why i felt this way?
Yet i noe that you are not the dream girl i want to have
What's wrong?
How i wish you would change into things that i love to see & love the most!

2009-10-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

ps guys... its been a long time i haf blog le ><
bz wif work for the past 2 wks
working at e hilton hotel beside the forum shopping mall
then there no internet access... no Wireless@SG
kns bo bian... do other stuff instead.

recently play jubeat...
went down to iluma to play [:
5 more ranks to go & i can slack wif jubeat !!
hopefully by end of oct can platinium @.@
ytd met up wif tou cloudie hanx del qiqi little ying xiong & yumi
headed to chompchomp to eat!!
lol we reach there at 8 but 9plus then settle down
crowded there as always....
had my fav large soursop drink <3
kangkong, lala, sambal stingray & kope hum from little =x lols
then i bought wings & fries to go along...
aft all e gd food
we head to amk to watch movie
"Surrogates"
its abt man can stay at home & control robots to e outside world.
well gd storyline... action dun expect much but its gd !!
watch till arnd 2am took cab home.
tired like shit & boom aslp =P

now nth do... most probably stay at home & hangout wif my parents.
i've been out almost everyday for the past 2 wks due to work & frens
& jubeat had made my index finger having blisters @.@
guess i shall relax till mon or tues then head out !

Life without someone you love,
is like life without oxygen

2009-09-20T05:35:00.003+08:00

ok i m just back from movie wif little shawn tou & cloudie
watched the movie at cathay just now
"The Ugly Truth"
funny comedy romance show...
everyone laughed alot of times!
"girls dun need 10 steps to get a guy, they only need 1!"
"and that is noe how to blowjob" LOL pawnage man !!
its a great show... u ppl shld go catch it ^^
aft the movie went to bras basah there to haf supper b4 heading home

when i was heading there... i just helped a bloody nerd to top up ezlink card using the GTM (general ticketing machine)
he bloody noob.... he still use those old $1 note trying his best to force it into the note feeder .___.
made me miss 1 train !! made me wait another 6mins for the next 1

then ah just now i tak NR back...
my NR will drive past Zouk
then i saw this drunkard.... totally toh alrdy wif his frens "carry" him
try to send him home...
lol e cab uncle reject e job @.@
suay siao e frens... pity them ! wonder how they bring that drunk guy back x.x

last wk most of e time nua at home
went down dbg to play jubeat for awhile... fri only went down play jubeat
then ate dinner at ps
aft that went to parklane while tou & cloudie went back
reached evo & tok to cow
i saw 1 guy trying to do lvl 28 audi license
its been a bloody long time i do le...
so i tried my luck helping him
to my surprise i manage to past it on the 3rd try >,<
he treat me a bottle of drink... thx man hahas =x
aft that went to play awhile b4 taking cab home wif elaine

ok i guess i go to slp soon le... ltr planning to go out to amk wif little tou & cloudie >.<
ja mata na <33

Life has been a mess without you
When will you appear in my life to turn it around?

2009-09-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

ok just some update b4 ppl complain blog dead =x
i just now just came back from abc market at bukit merah!
ate my fav chicken rice stall... u all shld go try!!
still find it e best chicken rice ever ~~
been slacking during wkends or stay at home & save money =P
nth particular happen
last fri nite me tou cloudie lex little xiong & yumi go watch "Gamer"
its an average show ba wif e violence, gore & nudity!
boobs flashing everywhere LOL
i only dislike e shooting or the "slayer" part
v giddy man e camera angle, macham like "cloverfield" liddat
its like goin up down left rite... duno where la!
but overall e story line is cool~

ytd jiu got a terrible sore throat ._.
jitao no voice...
now better liaos [:
k i off to shower & slp bahs!
OYASUMNASAI <33

Love is like a war ;
Easy to begin, Hard to stop !

2009-09-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

just back from dbg arcade...
went to habourfront to send hanx & del off
lol.... best brother gone off liaos!
no1 to kup cab wif liaos D:

was asked to do this
gal that i met at the arcade just hrs ago LOL
kns... at least let me copy & paste ma!! ~.~
Here it goes
01.Who was your last text from?
Lex bro

02.Where was your default picture taken?
Fb = at wisma, msn = on bus

03.Your relationship status?
Single, DUHHH....

04.Have you ever lost a close friend? What is a close friend?
Not at the moment. Almost e clique i m with are close^^ ; Close friend is someone you can tok to with anything in mind & stand by you no matter what.

05.Wad is your current mood?
Lonely as always [:

06.How many siblings do you have?
2 elder sisters

07.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Hui Ling, Hui Fen

08.Where do you wish you were right now?
Miami, Florida !!!

09.Have a crazy side? What do you think?
Of cuz... Laughter is the best medicine =x

10.Ever had a near death experience?
i guess so... a car u-turned & nearly bang my butt off x.x

11.Something you do alot?
Jubeat, Hang out wif clique ba

12.Angry at anyone? Angry at who?
Nope (Hao v gd one =x)

13.What's stopping you from goin the person you like?
No one to like, thats y .___. ; even got oso becuz i detest gals who dun dress well

14.When was the last time you cried?
i think 2-3mths ago... dun wanna rmb wad happen anymore ~

15.Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Future gf i believe

16.What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Jubeat & imagination of gals i noe being my gf ~.~

17.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Hanx bro

18.What is your favourite song?
3 currently:
Paparazzi by Lady Gaga
Touch My Hand by David Archuleta
New Devide by Linken Park

19.What are you doing right now?
Multitasking: Listening radio, eating & doing this quiz

20.Who do you trust right now?
Hanx bro (duhhh his is my best bud)
Tou
Aries
Tobi
& e clique basically

21.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Giordano

22.Have you kissed in the past few weeks?
its months alrdy... goin yrs i believe ~.~

23.Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Hanx bro lo duhhhh

24.Describe your life in one word
DARK

25.Who are you thinking of right now?
Can't think of any .______.

26.What should you be doin now?
I think is suppose to slp (tml work)

27.What are you listening to?
Radio? (987fm)

28.Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
WOAHHH... so long i dun even rmb ._.

29.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Tobi, he always yelled at me ~.~

30.Do you act differently around the people you like?
YES, extremely quiet than my usual noisy with clique

31.What is your natural hair colour?
i cant even tell LOL... shiny dark brown when under light?

32.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Jeffrey, 1 of the jubeat player LOL

33.Who was the last person to make you sad?
My ex apparently !!

34.What do you hear?
lame question ._. (you all shld noe wad ans)

35.Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight [:

36.Has anyone ever call you "scrumptious" before?
wad is the meaning? @.@

37.Do you have a best friend?
Hanx bro ;DDD

38.Held hands with opposite sex in the past 3 days?
How i wish!

39.Do you use smiley face on the computer?
like this? [:

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Nope o.o

41.Are you happy with life right now?
1/2 1/2 bahs

42.Are you jealous right now?
Currently no cuz there is nth to jealous abt

43.What jewellery are you currently wearing?
None

44.What were you doing on Friday night?
Duno? Till then say... no plans at all!

45.Have you every had your heart broken?
Yupps...

46.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Ya

47.Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
Yes, some cuz of character some cuz of fashion!

48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Does dentist count? LOL

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
i slpt early at 10pm last nite cuz i was super tired!!

50.Tag ten people? Anyone can do it.
Touran
ShanShan
Lex
Qiqi
Elaine
Jessica
Delia
WeiWei
Jasmine, ahJAS
Charonelle

(i m lazy to even do it... i bet e rest nvr do de =\)

2009-09-06T05:54:00.002+08:00

ok now got abit of energy to blog =x
just back from evo
played audi wif hanx del ck lex...
intended to go play mahjong but short of players D:
b4 goin evo met hanx & del at vivo
was shopping arnd zara
i bought a new polo T
its on sale... guys can go grab some b4 no sizes r available
aft that headed to river island & i bought a new pairs of shoes
lol i cant stand my adidas shoe...
rainy days = socks wet ._.
aft that i head on to dbg play jubeat

fri went off to dbg str8 to play jubeat
ripples is fun man =x
then went to eat long john at ps
watched "G-Force" at cathay
its kinda short movie (88mins only)
but its funny & cute
esp e guinea pigs & e hamsters at e pet shop
can bring along ur gf to watch it... shld enjoy it ya ~
k i think i go off to bed maybe waking up to play jubeat at dbg =P

Living in a world of darkness
Life is filled with emptiness
Friends, Jubeat is my emergency lights in my life

2009-09-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

ok i make it short lol
ytd finally finish my last paper!
went v well ~
now back to my 5-day work week

just made a new box on my panels
go tak a look
its kinda the latest craze in the arcade =P
jana ~

2009-08-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

hah ohaiyo everyone [:
lol its alrdy 12noon =P
oh wadeva....

btw last wk i 4get to blog abt smth that evening b4 watching movie
i was playing jubeat wif little
then i was playing 1/2 way one song
there was this gal in yellow spaghetti top and beige shorts wif geeky specs
duno who she leh... she lean super close to e jubeat machine
like almost she goin to kiss me....
& u guys shld noe our hands & arms will be like when playing jubeat LOL
so i was playing 1/2 way.... my elbow just bounced off her boobs ~.~
"boing"
i duno e gal got realise or wad but she looks abit dumb type leh
e song end she went "haha" & clapped for me
then i duno isit her bf or not, pulled her away o.O
i was like giggling away...
then i told tou cloudie & little aft she walked to e bball machines
lol she scare the shit out of me @.@

p/s: if somehow she manage to read this post or blog
gomenasai D:

alrite i goin to sch to study for my maths paper tml wif hanx
wish me luck for tml =x
jana [:

2009-08-23T19:08:00.003+08:00

mugging for exams le
nth much to update
last fri went down to watch movie
"Last house on the left"
its a gore & violence movie wif some boobs showing LOL
but i kinda become v restless in the cinema cuz its v draggy unlike Saw
e gore & violence part those who love saw 1,2,3,4,5 will love the movie but
dun put too much high hopes as e storylines drags alot ~

ok i better start mugging for maths! paper on wed
nth else left except for the nex wkend shld haf some interesting events [:
jana !!

2009-08-16T04:46:00.004+08:00

at last finally back from a tiring week!
tml shall be my stay at home day i guess?
gotta start revising for my papers 2wks later~
now talking to audi cpl on msn... crapping with one another lols!

fri work... been stressful for the past days works
project is getting more & more complicated.
hopefully i can get to figured asap as my exams are getting closer
then i can fully concentrate on my studies!
aft work... quickly went home put down my laptop & off to the padang
its the 1 year countdown to YOG...
was worried that i wont be selected to be a volunteer 1 year ltr.
hopefully i can get in man ! so excited abt it.
so i reach there at 7.30pm
just nice for the countdown to exactly one year to the opening ceremony of the YOG
fireworks shoot up the dark skies.
here it is... its on my facebook so you can take a look there
small vid using my phone during the pyro display [:

aft that went to meet hanx to taka & get del's gucci wallet
took bus down to ps for dinner
played few rounds of jubeat & went home.

sat went down to sch 1st submit my assignment which is overdue =x
then went to ion met peiling for a chat.
bought coffee at coffee bean & continued on to dbg meet the rest
ate dinner at hk cafe at ps
aft that went to cathay watched movie
"The Proposal"
rating its 9/10... great hilarious comedy/romance
"its the morning thing" LOL when u all watch it you will get wad i meant =P
then walked to cityhall cuz tobi & shawn wanna go eat supper while i wait for NR
wah the NR5 i took just now ah.... scary man
macham "The Bus of Despair"
1st a gay sitting beside me took out iphone & listen music
reading lyrics on the iphone & started singing like no ppl's business ._.
its so wtf
2nd a guy in front of me somehow i think he drunk but heng nth happen
3rd another ahpek sit beside the drunk guy seems like a retard & a chikopek...
changed seat to be beside a gal.
4th aft that gay alight... 1 gal sit down & continued chatting with her bf.
jitao make me feel envious D:
this might be my worst NR5 ride ever

Life is so hard without being with someone special
When will my life be easier?

2009-08-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

oh gosh i again v long nvr update blog
last wk okok bahs... maybe realli nth much to blog
last wed.... i got a new bag
e bag that i hunt for v long
lots & lots of adidas shop nvr sell
i only manage to find it at suntec ._.
took some pics to share [:

nice? i finally got it
cost $129... its a new series! it come in white too but i dun like.
went wif hanx that day to suntec
nex aim shld be getting shoes from river island
got some cool comfy shoes there... polo-Ts too!!
i gonna stock up my polo T & get rid some of my Ts

last fri watched "G.I Joe: Rise of Cobra"
not bad... those who like transformers shld think that show is average.
hanx went off to msia that long wkend so i was most of e time alone back home D:
then e foloing day went to watched "Up"
hahas v funny show... recommended too !

ok my savings plan is starting soon
my exams are oso arnd the corner
study & work hard bahs
love / rship... haii ! duno how to stop thinking abt it
esp when outside see those loving cpl
cui... jitao bth! =,=
ok stop for now bahs... jana !

So disturbing
~ Disturbia ~

2009-08-02T04:50:00.002+08:00

sup peeps [:
had some fun e past 2 days
just home from the movie
great funny comedy show... i recommend this show to all
laugh the shit out of me man!
watched it at cine just now.
before that we had dinner at nydc
then went over ps to play jubeat b4 we head to cine
lex flying to taiwan soon
takcare man bro [:
oh i finally bought the starbucks featured drink
"coffee in jelly, jelly in coffee"
lols ok its kinda nice but i think those who prefer grass jelly cham soya bean will think its a nice drink.
i would still prefer their x-mas special. the nutty drink (4get wad name) ><

last fri went over to suntec aft work
meet up tou cloudie shawn & tobi
surprise to meet up jielin aft so long.
ahha regular topic when we meet her... even when little not arnd
those in our clique shld noe wad i meant hahaha ~
aft qiqi reach i request to hunt for adidas shop to see my bag
which i only spot it at all e adidas apparel shop in spore =,=
then suddenly we walked pass 1 bag shop which sell adidas, nike, puma accesories
to my surprise, I FOUND MY BAG AT THAT SHOP!!!!!
i jitao fking excited & took a look...
this chio shop assistance says yea its e latest & new arrival design
thats y many shops dun hab! arghhhh $129....... so tempting man ~!~!~!
my cheque not in yet... once its done i most prob gonna get it.
or maybe i hunt for other choices putting that adidas bag as my last choice!
arghhhhh any intro, ppl????????
alrite stop all the crap b4 i start to get high rite now over that bag
headed down to marina square as some are tempted to eat carl's jr
its my 1st time eating at that fast food.
ok i end up wif a merlion feeling when bus-ing down dbg ._.
fking full... e burger super man
x2 bigger than burger king LOL
ok sry i'm kinda noob abt all this kinda stuff... lots of 1st time ever since wif you guys
kinda felt grateful that i haf all this fun-loving, wonderful frens i m with!
Thanks <3333

I'm grateful for what fate has given me: Friends
Sour with love life
Sweet with friendship
When will everything be sweet?
Who will be the one to make love sweet once again?

2009-07-26T06:14:00.002+08:00

sry guys
long time no post... cuz nth exciting happen
just that last fri little went in NS le.
guess me & hanx turn is goin to come soon x.x

watched harry potter last wk
felt kinda disappointed from the movie.
nth much on e book of half-blood prince
hopefully late nex yr we can expect e best on e last movie sequel

life is feeling moody this days
e emptiness inside kept picking on me
just so lifeless when i'm alone
when will e colours of life come again
always at town see those happy, loving cpls holding hands walking arnd
feel so like stabbing myself in the heart esp when i'm alone taking bus

go slp liaos..........

So Torturing...
So Useless...

2009-07-14T18:49:00.002+08:00

10thJuly
headed down to dbg aft work
played jubeat at e arcade
hahas i getting e hang of the game liaos =x
hopefully can chiong e fast song
i wanna play bass 2 bass song
damn nice to listen...
at arcade i randomly saw gf o.o
lol she wif her audi cpl go pak tor -jealous die me-
hahas... she keep fanning me her bdae present & my bolster x.x
she fell in love wif my bolster instead of me T.T
k luhhs i planning ur bdae present soon ok ~~
aft that went home cuz i kinda tired waking early

11thJuly
suppose to go hanx hse do our GEMS assignment
but that hanx ah fell aslp like pig liddat ._.
so i went down to illuma to check out a YOG CAN! CLICK event
then shopped arnd... i still finding my adidas bag!!
i only saw it at suntec outlet
despo for that bag man... headed to bugis junction arcade play.
met lex there wif cloudie. then hanx & del arrived
we went upstairs to eat pepper & lunch express.
tou tobi & qiqi oso reach le... we went to shop arnd bugis
then back to e arcade cuz lex wanna finish his credits.
at arnd 10plus took bus down cathay watch movie
watched
damn funny LOL
cabbed home wif hanx & del aft that

12thJuly
went hanx hse to do GEMS assignment
lol suddenly dun feel too well
aft that i went down to taka meet tou cloudie tobi & little
shopped arnd & i bought a new narrow cut jeans for $48 (U.P. $89)
saved 40% + additional 10% discount from Fox
u guys can go check it out b4 its over.
well cuz i didnt feel to gd i went home aft reaching dbg wif e rest
reach home watch transformers dvd & fell aslp
Sry gf, i wasnt feeling well so i nvr pick ur call as i fell aslp le

rite now having a sore throat
voice goin disappear liaos.
G.G

Murdered by Loneliness!
I'm Wishing For A Caring & Doting Girlfriend

2009-07-12T14:21:00.004+08:00

made new changes to my blog songs
bringing back my fav flo rida song
Sugar ; Flo Rida Feat Wynter
removing Don't Leave Me & Right Round
it suits my mood now
ltr 2nite b4 watching my transformers 1 DVD
i'll tok abt past 2 days do wad bahs [:

Loneliness is like a bug that eats up your heart over time

2009-07-12T03:53:00.001+08:00

having late nites for e past 2 days
tired to update... will do it tml bahs
off to slp!

This loneliness is killing me

2009-07-05T07:18:00.002+08:00

hi peeps
ps man long time nvr update. been studying for my mst wk
now over le & kinda enjoyed my wkends
started to play jubeat ytd
still kinda suck but i m practicing on it ><
hopefully can get e hang of e new trend

last wk been studying wif hanx in sch for my papers
manage to finish it wif great confidence
last tues went to sakae sushi makan
then aft that i took a photo of smth
check it out

hanx got blue eyelashes LOL
imba rite? i oso see liao say "ehh bro how come u got blue eyelashes"
he jitao stun cant believe oso ROFL!

ytd started playing jubeat & hanging out wif tobi tou they all
then went home early. nth special this wkend
jus chionging jubeat
then went to evo play com [:
cabbed back home now here blog lo
gonna go out wif my mom i guess ^^
janna

i find myself so blind to noe u
living in this world of darkness just make me feel so lonely
when will i ever get out of this world & find colours in my life?
when will my angel come & rescue me?

ps: thx tobi, tou, aries, squatting khaki for all e cheering me up for the past wk ;D

2009-06-28T22:45:00.004+08:00

Rotting at home for the past 2 days
slping like pig...
wanted go out wif my mom or smth but looks like i failed to D:

tml goin sch to study for my mst
meeting hanx liaos... we v long bo hangout tgt since he went overseas.
at last back to e old times again hahas!
test days on tues & thurs.
jy hao for mst [:

editted my bgm here
New Divide by Linkin Park
i heard this from radio then aft watching transformers... jitao love this song liaos =x
its transformers OST btw [:
Don't Leave Me by Pink
hoping this will happen
Thinking of You by Katy Perry
always think of you, hoping you to notice me!
Poker Face by Lady Gaga
well its my ringtone now, its my current fav & i m a fan of lady gaga
so.... DUHH!!! =x
Right Round by Flo Rida Feat. Kesha
this song is always ur fav & u will start dancing to e beat.
now i putting in my blog playlist so its always dedicated to u!

e heart in my hole is back again
i hope you will notice me once again
how i wish i can slp all the way
till e day u will wake me up

2009-06-27T13:16:00.002+08:00

last fri went to spore flyer wif my family.
nth much to describe so i juz let e pics do e toking

Then juz now went to watch movie
tou little erica justin shawn tobi & some more~
<< Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen >>
super great show... suddenly i like fell in love wif e movie
wanna faster sch reopen go borrow e dvd transformers 1 to watch =x
went to evo ton b4 coming back
now here thinking of someone, blogging & half dead!

day by day
feeling more & more regret
heart feels heavier & heavier
y i made so much bad decision
love is so blind
blind from e beginning till now
i hope you will notice me !

2009-06-25T05:07:00.003+08:00

its 5am in e morning
i couldnt slp =,=
i guess i m thinking alot of stuff
hope i can clear them asap
letting go of being perfect is harder than being urself
this is so true !

ytd was my mom bdae
didnt do much except dining out
but its been a long time my mom had a bdae cake?
1st time my dad bought a present for my mom
can tell she is contented & i m happy too
hope things will get better in my family too
think ltr on i'll say abt my spore flyer trip last fri~
almost 4gotten to tok abt it

-Getting up in process-

2009-06-23T12:11:00.004+08:00

at the office now
ytd i was rotting at home
aft i watch my 9pm show on ch 8
i drop by dbg find tobi & e rest
looks like someone is still angry wif me... haii
tou joined me to airport fetch hanx bro
he is finally back from medan
he brought like a carton of indomee back LOL
looks like i gonna eat indomee wif him v soon =x
cabbed back aft chatting.

i realise i dun haf v gd fate wif gals
quarrelled wif baby, now i m trying to fix e prob
but i noe i still love you & i wont wanna lose you!!
being too good to someone
now made me & meii rship turned sour D:
not as gd as b4, too nosey i guess
i'll step out of it... meii shld be old enuf to decide herself
but i'm always here for her.
haiis sry baby & sry meii... i guess i realli do suck D:

Life is so hard to define

2009-06-22T17:47:00.003+08:00

ytd woke up rush out aft shower to meet my uncle
went to bugis junction for lunch
we chatted alot abt life & all
ate lunch at V8 cafe (if i rmb correctly)
aft that i walked down to OG see smth for mom
then continue down to dbg
slacked at arcade till everyone came
tobi, tou, aries, ashley, little
continued on waiting at smoking area.......
baby, justin came... folo-ed by xiong yumi erica qiqi & cow
headed down to cine by bus for dinner
ck came over to find us aft his work.

had some jealousy in mind
haii i was realli being over-reactive
made someone angry... i too noob in this x.x ez get jealous
i shld hab juz cooled down & trust u more D:
i'm sry baby!~!~!

headed back to dbg & everyone starts goin back home
went back home took 14 & then cab back from clementi.
on my way home i was thinking:
how bad haf i been as a bf?
how i m suppose to be better?
i wish i'll know the ans v soon ~

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOURAN [:

2009-06-20T15:39:00.003+08:00

it takes 1 incident to break a bond
it takes 1 period of time to form a bond
wad are bonds for then? making our life & feelings so difficult?
i have to accept that this is life !
am i living for myself or living for them?
if i live for myself, i m rebelious
if i live for them, i m not myself
there is so much to learn before we really understand the concept of life

baby
i'm sry i made the wrong decision
i'm sry i let you suffer with me
i'm sry i let you shed tears
i'm sry for making you feel so useless
i'm sry for my mom's sword of words that pierce thru your heart
but no matter wad happen to me & you in between
we won't be apart
thx for guiding me along just now
i can be inspiring for someone yet i can't save my own life
thx to you for being my inspiring one
thx for sharing your thoughts with me
thx for letting feel better with you arnd
&
happy 1st month anniversary baby <33
let this be our last romance!
btw baby
you're guaranteed

2009-06-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

14thJune
cuz sat slpt e whole day due to a long nite on fri
i slpt at arnd 6am in e morning aft tagging hearts wif baby.
500+ nia bloody hell... hope can faster saffron then cuphea then aster <3
ok woke up in e aftnoon
ate lunch then went out wif my parents to shop at OG (my mom's fav) LOL
bought a leather belt from pierre cardin
then shopped arnd saw this adidas soft leather bag...
juz nice e type of bag i wan, $129
not bad lo... wanted psycho my mom to buy it for me =x
but i failed kana shoot somemore
"wan branded goods? buy urself!"
=,= adidas branded then gucci, prada, burberry all those call wad? branded of the branded?
nvm then i bought some boxers for myself... (1st time buy & wear) LOL
k headed to IMM for dinner
ate pepper lunch, aft that jiu went home le.

miss baby alot

15thJune & 16thJune
ytd headed office early
have to start work early to expo
aft that got a lift by my superior to bugis
headed to dbg to see how bunk turn into now
looks like its gone 4eva
but e memories always stays [:
saw erica & justin at arcade
then i alone walk over to wisma
went to sony ericsson center to kan e person there
cuz my phone is still delayed & nvr give a notice arnd when will it be done
so i juz shoot:
"hey if u all nvr give an explanation or an update on my phone? no call no nth? m i gonna sit here do nth & think that i donated $298 to singtel?"
then i juz walked off wif a pissed off face.
lol when i reached home
i m so surprised that i receive their sms say my phone is rdy for collection
LOL jitao malu they =x
heng they clever if not i wanted to write an email of complain to their company =,=

woke up this morning for work as usual
expo again... aft that aftnoon went down wisma to collect my phone
woooo jitao happy finally i can enjoy my new phone then that stupid 5300.
kinda short day for me...
headed back office b4 goin home.
now rite here thinking of baby hoping she will recover asap!!
well i guess i heading to slp soon ;D
nitenite^^

oh ya!
baby editted this pic when she was bored & i like it alot

i m always missing you
get well soon baby <33

2009-06-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

1am in e morning feel super awake o.o
ytd aft work head home to eat dinner
then meet baby at amk.
shocked & grateful that she is still wearing heels. thx baby <33
then head down to arcade met up ck, little, xiong & yumi
head to e goin-to-close-down bunk play dota LOL
aft that went up to wait for tou they all.
it was erica's bdae
happy bdae erica ; squatting khaki [:
from 12am we wait till 1am & at last they all here
tou tobi aries erica qiqi & jd.
all squeeze in 1 car =,= sot de ~
head over to cathay watch movie
"ghost of my gf past"
oh this show is not a gd idea for brkdown singles !
it has touching words at e last part of e movie.
it made me realise how wonderful life is
how love ones shld be cherished !
made me wanna hug baby tight tight last nite =x
a happy ending for e movie but an unhappy ending for us D:

haii ytd i realise how life is so unfair
why must there be sadness?
why must someone suffer?
yet i feel so helpless as we cant do anything
was so fustrated... how i wish i can punch the walls till i feel better
i realise wad life is about
it is so undefine !

sing my way back home aft sending baby back home in e morning
update more soon bahs
off to celebrate 2nd mth anniversary wif baby in audi =x

happy 2nd mth audi wedding anniversary <3

2009-06-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

sry i let you suffer
sry i let you shed tears
sry for the times we were apart
now i wanna mend your heart back for you
mend everything we done wrong
let this be our last romance
i'm confident we are one always

2009-06-11T10:34:00.001+08:00

9thJune
last day hanx bro will be arnd in spore!
tml he's goin to msia to meet del then attend del's brother's wedding
meaning i'm goin to be working most of e time & spend more time wif family [:
woke up in e morning by hanx asking me to faster get rdy to gym
its my 1st time goin to e gym to train up some muscles
so i got rdy then head down to pioneer to meet
kns so kan chiong de bro 4get bring his towel & came late =,=
jitao ali leh ! he so chui wo to faster wake up he is e 1 late!
did alot of chest press & train up my biceps & triceps
at e gym for arnd 4hrs LOL
aft lunch hanx bro meet up his mom to chinatown
& i went down town to slack
evening time went to qiqi hse
qiqi aries tou & ck was there
played mahjong... ahhaha qiqi & aries kana guarded by me ><
aft that watched my 9pm show on ch 8
then cabbed home wif hanx

now i chest shoulder & arms are aching aft gym on tues =,=
hanx bro was rite.... 1st time is liddat & usually e aching effect comes 1 day aft gym =O
now i like growing nehneh liaos...
hopefully i can gain some weight & grow fatter =P
ok off to do my work ^^

rewind back to 20thMay pls
sry for making you suffer D:

2009-06-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

ytd went down to hanx hse to drag him out
planning to head down cathay to see the last day fred perry sales
ranging from 50% - 70% off !
but all e size to big LOL keep give us XXL XL XXL XL x.x
bo bian lo we end up went to eat at ashton
hanx wanna give it a try so i intro-ed him to that restaurant.
aft dinner met tobi at smoking area
head down to wisma !!
fk up man !! du lan bodoh... actually on my way to cathay in e train
wanted to sms... but my new phone hang & blackout ! nb cb *&^%$#@#$%^&
wah lan 4 days old phone brk down & its e 1st time my phone need go fer servicing
zzzz bo bian went to e sony ericsson service centre for repair
tues then can get it back aft 7pm T.T
now using my 5300 phone again luhhs D: -sad die me-
aft that we walked arnd wisma & taka lo...

some v bad things happen... its my 1st time i saw a person would feel so depressed over a long rship.
my heart felt kinda heavy at that moment. y mus she cried until this state?
from a 11pm can reach home.... we actually chatted till 3am then me & hanx cabbed home.
wow i realise aft all e hard & soft talk
many things in life coming into my mind
i've learnt even my family is still not in a v gd state
i m consider 1 of the lucky ones to haf such parents!
i regret wad i've did in my past esp to my mom!
nex i oso learnt that cherish someone & learn to express ur appreciation to someone u realli love
we shld realli tell e other person how you feel for wad he/she haf did & cherish it well
this is life... up & downs are always arnd
w/o obstacles life is then realli called boring !
maybe love, in my dictonary, has become into a stronger defination.

thx cb for all e care & concern you have given me & i greatly appreciate it [:

2009-06-06T18:45:00.003+08:00

lol morning! fell aslp again for a nap =O
benlai i woke up at 1pm le... but i sian nth do
fell aslp again ><

ytd went out wif hanx bro aft sch
head to his hse 1st slacked...
3plus we head down ICA pei him do his new passport
reach there got Q number then submit his photo but tio rejected
LOL stupid hanx bro think he can trick e person use e same photo he used 4 yrs ago =,=
bo bian he haf to tak a new one lo
aft submittion we haf to wait for another 1hr to collect.
so we head downstairs behind a smelly kopitiam to slack ~.~
met up lex & qiqi (kiki) LOL thats wad hanx phone pronounce qiqi's name when she call him
slacked till 5.30 went to collect passport.
aft that head down bunk see whose arnd so we can go eat
saw xiong & yumi & little
head down to long john to eat bahs
aft that played arcade & bunk till 11.30pm
wait for tou to come...
then head down cathay buy tickets for the movie
& of cuz we saw the singapore idol Q which is happening on 6th june which is 2dae
got 1 pic i took it aft e movie
aft we buy e tix we go down to peace centre, sophia food mall eat supper
LOL sophia open de, which is named as hanx pet dog! sophia !! LOL
ok then ate yong tou foo lo... cuz nth nice there le ! 24hr yet alot all close =,=
eat finish zhun zhun head back cathay for movie
ok e show is ok cuz of e fighting, gore & animation BUT e storyline sucks sibeh no link
dun waste ur $10 to watch this on cinema wor... dl it better ! watch at home =3

this is wad i took aft movie

cabbed home wif hanx ;D
update more soon! movie marathon ltr... who wanna come over join me?? =x

2009-06-04T18:51:00.002+08:00

just back from office
ytd aftnoon went sch for GEMS
then head down to town wif hanx bro
went to shop arnd see got any other sales goin on
GUCCI alot ppl shop sia... still need queue up 2 enter e shop.
took 105 to far east to look arnd
hanx wan find e shop to save his wallet...
sadly aft we found e shop for 1hr there it cant be saved le
e marks arnd stained on e wallet cannot tak out x.x
went down paragon walk walk then saw abt e GUCCI sale.
didnt went in cuz alot of ppl

bunk moving on 12th june but duno where yet.
at bunk played awhile.. login maple
wanna sell my items out man !!
can someone spread for me ~
S> 8int owl mask, 144tma 1slot magicodar, 22tma earrings
contact me if interested ;D

update more soon! fri is here ^^

2009-06-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

woooo excited man !!
aft sch went to jurong point try my luck wif my phone
& i was so delighted that they haf 1 last phone left from e warehouse!!
super happy man... at last got my new phone le

introducing e W705 <33

now still playing wif my new phone!
hahas update again abt it ><

2009-06-01T19:09:00.001+08:00

ok ytd juz back from jurong point wif hanx bro...
didnt get my phone yet... red color out of stock D:
sad die me... tot ytd can get e phone liaos
tml then they transfer 1 red color W705 phone to jurong point outlet so i can collect it!!
cant wait man !
now currently in sch studying le...

update abt my new phone soon ;D

2009-05-31T14:25:00.003+08:00

juz woke up from my long long slp <3
shiok man ! ytd hard a entertaining time yet a little boring at chalet...
nth much realli happen but 2 new cpls pop up LOL
AHJAS gratz arhs.... treasure this well. love can be a beautiful thing ;D
i noe y u think v long b4 u accept hahas ! jyjy

ok i nth much to say le
ytd i kept stoning from e train back home till my hse downstairs... even to my hse
my heart is filled wif guilt & disappointment.
i feel useless
i feel sucky!

off to get my new phone ;D
janna !

2009-05-29T14:26:00.006+08:00

hi ppl
juz finish this bz wk
mon quiz, tues morning pon sch juz to go NEA pay fine
if not i haf to go attend court ~.~ fine $300 &^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$
wasted money if not i alrdy got a new phone
nex this wkend i goin to get it =P
i think i decided i change my decision of wad phone i buying...
getting e HTC Dream which hanx bro intro me to. W750 is a gd phone but i wanna try a touch screen phone see whether i like it or not. if few mths or yrs to come if i hate it then i get e W750 ><

i took some pics of my hse toilet
its leaking then i think is my 2nd sis bf put this thing up to block e dripping on our head when using e toilet (which i kanna alot of times) feel disgusted x.x

still got 2 more

lol cute hor... but duno when goin to fix it ._.
ok ltr goin AHJAS bdae chalet le... tml then update ;D

2009-05-24T18:30:00.003+08:00

ooo woke up super late 2dae rofl
had some fun past few days

20thMay
took off from work
woke up at arnd 11am
get rdy to go sch... lesson start at 1pm
aft that shaun lex & little came to our sch from lunch LOL
then 4pm we head off to town. went shopping arnd town. we folo-ed hanx to collect his pants at zara
we alight in front of plaza sing & waited for tou
& me lehh wait for a shy person sitting in front of wisma. dun wanna move =x
k then e walking arnd began ! head off to ngee ann city & taka there.
then continue on to cine for dinner & went fred perry. shaun wanna get new shoes
lol tou again sot liaos... photo-taking spree!
i upload them on fb or fs le ;D lazy need upload pohotobucket then show here =P
aft that head down bunk slack slack b4 we go back!
kns they 2dae keep suan me playboy cuz i wore e shirt behind got e word playboy =,=
dun care le... send baby to mrt station then me hanx & shaun cabbed home!

love you baby
20th May 2009

22ndMay
fri... morning head to sch ! woah jitao no batt i reach sch.
1 person call me str8 batt flat =,=
kns lahs i cant wait to change new phone le x.x
aft that i went to work.
finally got my cheque for attachment de LOL another $260
drop by my hse to put my laptop aft work
then went out again to amk fetch baby !
suppose is see whether hanx bro wake up le then i go out de but he slp like 1 pig
bomb oso cant bomb awake luhhs! so i fetch baby 1st le.
then we head down to dbg meet e rest
at 1st saw xiaoyu, ahwei, suaku de. baby say xiaoyu bdae 2dae then i noe ><
wished her happy bdae then went to smoke all that.
hanx aft that then reach bunk. e atrium outside plaza sing got some event
duno who lai de =x juz went down to kfc wif baby & hanx
oooo met every1 else & some unexpected person!
aft that ate there & chat alot.
from kfc chat to upstairs plaza sing. xiong & yumi went to cathay buy tix for movie
"night in the musuem 2" , showing at 1.30am
we then decided to go evo 1st
cuz we got arnd 1 & 1/2 hr to play LOL
but i made baby worried abt me on e way to parklane D:
sry luhhs... juz dun think it anymore luhhs! e more u think e more i cant do anything
all i can do is tell u dun worry =,= which will make me feel useless!
i'm losing e trust in myself ! so dun think too much baby !
i wont leave you! NEVER!!!
head over cathay to watch movie aft evo...
funny die show LOLOL. even though i haben watch "night in e musuem 1"
aft e movie me baby tou lex ck little & cow head over parklane again!
but not goin back evo cuz i m quite sick of lan shops...
pei baby & tou wait for NR6
wait until i sweat like hell cuz i wore formal that day due to work
hot like hell !~!~! then at last bus lai le~
i cabbed back home nors =P

23rdMay
not intended to go out de
then tou & hanx ask me wanna go vivo so i said ok
let baby rest at home cuz maybe last nite tiring bahs <3
head to sch 1st at 3pm to do my RWP work
home at arnd 5.30 then wait for hanx to be rdy
then i meet him at jurong east mrt & we head down to vivo
hanx bro wanna buy his tix to sunway lagoon to find del
lol we start to sian abt lex keep play game at bunk dun wan leave ~
met shaun at dbg mrt station & then lex came! "heng ah" LOL
ever since he got psp ah... he sot over it man =,=||
went down cine 1st to fred perry. shaun finally bought his new shoes!
walked arnd cine then tou joined us ;D
i suggested to go wisma to eat.
head there food court makan!
lol hanx bought at $14 pork cutlet liddat LOL
i bought a $6.50 fried rice + chicken wing & veges wif lots of curry ! LOL
at least still wu hua until tou tobi erica came back wif e same stall food
costing only $4++ i jitao sian ji pua =,=|| whatthehelllah (copy baby phrase) =x
but i realise its becuz mine is fried rice theirs is white rice ><
wanted to continue walk arnd ah.... but not much shop opened left for "late night shopping"
LOL so we end up walk back to dbg.
stopped by heeren to toilet & look arnd HMV
i s-tuck on the tv screen watching "valkyrie"
e nazi kinda movie featuring tom cruise
kinda nice to watch ah... story line more & interesting i s-tuck at e tv there =P
aft that reach dbg me & hanx took 502 back home
on e bus we saw kaoru LOL
i reach home at 1am.... i find potato chips to eat & started watching dvd
"harry potter & e order of the phoenix"
e dvd i wanna borrow since 2mths ago ~ i finally borrow dao le !! =x
watch until 6am LOL then i boom fall aslp ><

juz back home buying dinner
k i off to eat my grilled fish wif lemon butter sauce =x

baby my heart only have you in my place
it will nvr leave me !
forever my love baby <3

2009-05-19T10:12:00.002+08:00

ok minor update i haf =x
went to jp ytd aft sch wif hanx bro
head down to find ck as he is working there on e F1 roadshow
ate ljs & shopped arnd
looking at handphones, ps 3, cameras & i bought my contact lenses
head home at arnd 9pm

change my blog song to 2 of my fav tracks recently
Sugar by Flo Rida Feat. Wynter
Poker Face by Lady Gaga ;D
hope u guys like it^^
po-po-po-poker face signing out !

My lips like sugar!
I'm sweet like sugar!

2009-05-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

15thMay
friday... wkends r here again hahas!
time flies... suppose not intending to go out de
but was at work then bro called say we go bugis meet e rest
so ok lo aft work i went home watch my 7pm show on ch 55 & ate dinner
aft that i changed & head down hanx hse wait for him.
then we train down to bugis.
eat duck rice then head over to bunk by bus
justin bdae 2dae so we paka hao wif erica that we surprising her.
so we keep quiet & went arcade to play.
slacked arnd & everything we check tickets for this movie we wanted to watch
"angels & demons" manage to find a timing no much ppl.
most of e timing all full left front row seats! heng ah =x
went over cathay buy tickets then went back downstairs slacked for arnd 1hr x.x
reach cathay at 12.30am but show at 1.45am =,=
then bad things happen to tou D: haiish... sad stuff r not worth to be said again!
ok over wif it... watched a 2hrs 20mins show!
super tired alrdy LOL
cabbed home wif hanx & shaun... home arnd 6am liaos!

16thMay
woke up at 3plus by hanx LOL
ask me faster get rdy to go tampines 1, a new shopping mall!
so aft getting rdy & everything head out then hanx say not goin le cuz raining plus v late liaos
so we planned to juz go walk walk along orchard then
meet him at lakeside mrt
train down to bunk meet up shaun & lex
then wait for tou & her nu-er then chu fa ! lol
walked down to paragon shopped
then taka & ngee ann city, ate dinner at pepper & lunch!
now then i noe wads e prob wif tou ytd le nors...
hahs... shared our views arnd. glad tou is feeling better & smiling again ;D
took some pics over our high-ness over some stuff LOL
i'll upload here... but if u wanna see. it can be found on my facebook^^
headed home wif hanx... plus my eyes red dao lan!
e maxi-eyes contacts not realli v gd for me! so i threw it away on my way back home.
head home & rest my eyes x.x

Loving someone gives you courage
Being Loved gives you happiness
Life is filled with millions of colours
Black & white are part of life
Never let your emotions control your life!

Tou jiayou! brother love r always arnd you ;D

2009-05-12T13:45:00.002+08:00

sup ppl... ps again so long bo blog =x
i noe its abit dead luhhs
LAZINESS =\
slowly tok abt past few days stuff ba

8thMay
fri... went to class in the morning
met hanx aft that went to cca drive
2dae last day. then i went down tradehub21 for work
sian... pay haben come yet... need wait nex wk
hopefully can get it asap... realli in need of $$ man x.x
aft work went downstairs wif colleague for coffee & drag time
meeting my family at IMM for dinner at 7.30pm
its mother's day this wkend so we gather tgt for dinner
ate at long beach seafood restaurant
food was great...
shopped arnd then went back home
not intending to go out cuz sat haf to wake early for vesak day
i m a buddhist ;D

9thMay
8.45am woke up x.x
sot ~~ so early... tired die me
but bo bian... its an relatively important day for buddhist ppl
went down to tpy monastery called lian shan shuang lin shi
well... nth much special but haf to go fer a chanting session
duno how to say in detail but maybe buddhist ppl like me may understand.
went home at arnd 1plus
aft that reach home i boom on e bed & took a nap x.x
tired LOL =x
woke up at arnd 4 or 5 went down to bunk slack
hanx & lex came then at nite went to ps kopitiam eat.
vegeterian for that day & kopitiam no sell vegeterian food.
so i juz ordered chup chai peng all vege LOL =x
went back bunk play till close
slacked at starbucks coffee... bought my favourite vanilla latte ;DD
then walked to cathay watch "star trek"
in e 1st place i dun wanna watch cause i haf no interest in e movie
but aft much consideration i still watch e show ><
end up... e show not bad ;D LOL
aft that my eyes super bth man ! red daoooo.... i look like devil wif brown eyes =,=
lol faster cab home & tak out my contact lenses x.x
woah i see my eyes in e mirror like ghost liddat!
chua sai man =x
so i hurried wash up & boom i go to bed =P

10thMay
sunday... family day of cuz
woke up super late... arnd 4plus LOL
then off i go to my grandma's place at farrer park
another mother's day dinner but this time dedicated to my grandma!
eat until kam pua full man... my stomach nearly exploded @.@

11thMay
lol woke up super late... overslpt fer sch =.= KNS
faster shower everything then chiong to sch... then a 3hr lesson finish within 1hr
LOL i still tot wad sia... suppose to wake shanshan up but i overslpt hai dao her =P
head home & waited fer shanshan to reach my place
i fell aslp while waiting on e bed LOL
kana scolded x.x
shanshan came over & i teached her maths
kns i totally 4get alot of stuff & return them to my maths teacher man =,=||
she ah make a mess out of my room x.x
steal my pointer for my pencilcase oso arhs !
lol end up she learnt her maths & watched kung-fu slam dunk i juz borrowed from sp library
she ah... too cute liaos =x
sent her to mrt station at arnd 9plus
came back home for dinner & slpt

here i m blogging abt past few days
intended to tak pics from e dinners & vesak day but my hp camera is like shit
wanna change phone soon in june! buying e W705 phone
can get great deals from singtel XD
faster faster june! $$ come to my wallet =x

My lips like sugar <3
i miss her like sugar ! LOL

2009-05-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

juz woke up from my tiring nite ytd x.x
ytd was habing great fun
aft dinner got rdy to head down vivo
went to st james power station meet up my colleagues
met outside dragonfly
suppose only 23 or abv guys then can enter but my colleague smuggle me in LOL
hahaha i look so chao lao to e bouncer =x
that time we were having a early celebration to 1 of my colleague
haha he is older than me by 12yrs (chinese calender we say 1 cycle)
hahas... so we went early... reach there at 9pm
started drinking liaos... played some games
i this WOLS de always tio bully drink... KNS !
nvm... drank, dance to e music... watch e live bands
sly from spore idol was there performing... heard he alrdy perform at dragonfly since it was lauched.
lol but bdae boy more bth than me... he became high 1st x.x
heng i still can control... in e 1st place he still tot i will get drunk easily =x
so arnd 1am or his frens & him went off 1st
left a few of us... decided to head to maxwell for supper
2am we left for supper at maxwell
ate...laughed... tok abt office stuff
had great fun... took shun feng che down to east coast park for deli de chalet
promised to go liaos so cannot fly kite.
reach there saw every mahjong again lol
deli ying yaoyao shaun tobi tian aries tingting junwei kelvin ginn tim xiong yumi & duno who LOL
rest at e other room slping liaos... so i didnt went in see still got work
so sry deli i came down late & missed e fun D:
slacked there... see yaoyao play mahjong till so pekcek i took over oso pekcek LOL
that seat was indeed v bad... starting hand was KNS & heard from yaoyao xiong oso lose quite alot at that same seat
tsktsk aft that 6plus i cabbed back wif tobi & aries cuz i bth my contact lens liaos
keep giving me big probs ~ threw it away this morning =x
showered bought a cup of coffee from mac & drink.
str8 boom on e bed liaos =x

happy bdae mason & deli ;D

my heart is always e softest among all
life is unpredictable
listening to advices might be e key to ur path
nvr tak things for granted
or you will nvr get the happiness that you wanted

2009-04-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

29thApr
feel like updating cuz learn something cool during GEMS lesson
its abt EQ
hahas emotions & stuff...
learnt a few stuff to share:
Emotions are said to be affect by ppl arnd u, environment or workload?
WRONG !!
letting them to affect ur emotions & feelings
this will let ur emotions control ur life
Emotions Dun Control Your Life, Life Controls Your Emotions !
Learn to be self-aware of ur emotions and turn it into a driving force in ur life

aft lesson... feel shiok man!
realise so much abt myself too
hahas thats y i added 3 more stuff abt me ;D
Vanilla Latte Addict ; Starbucks <3
Ladies' Fashion Freak ; Not a Pervert =,=
Curry Chicken Craze ; LOL maybe from mumbaii? =x

hope u guys learn smth from it yea ;D
e world is round!

Learn to be a Better Person in Life

2009-04-23T17:00:00.002+08:00

sry for the late update
had my 1st wk of sch
bz life now... 1/2 study 1/2 doin part-time at my attachment company
hahas hope i can work out well ;D

now gonna semi-active audi liaos.
dun wan waste time on audi le
starting to work hard & strive hard for my work & studies

hoping for someone to be by my side
wonder who will it be @.@

2009-04-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

17thApr
woots its my last day of attachment
hahas thank my colleagues for taking care of me for the past 7wks
now i'll be working at e part-timer at their office ><

aft work went home put back
then met hanx at his hse
he packing his stuff to msia trip again
train down to bunk
had dinner at kopitiam
then we slacked arnd at bunk & arcade wif tou they all
nth much happen cuz i kinda tired
went home at arnd midnite cuz i still wearing office wear ><

18thApr
woke up kinda late...
reach bunk at arnd 5 - 6plus
woah e smoking area like open market liddat so many ppl LOL
then played com till 9 then slacked awhile at arcade.
i went home to eat dinner 1st cuz i promised my mom to go home eat liaos
LOL.. bo bian went home eat dinner at 11.30pm
then i head out again LOL took NR5 to orchard
head down to the cathay watch movie wif tobi justin erica they all
watch e show "17 Again"
its a great show... touching & funny
9 / 10 show... its worth to watch guys so hope u & ur partner can go watch it
its an inspiring love story abt not being so naive aft marriage
e leading actor regretted his actions for 20yrs & now had that only chance to return back to his high sch yrs to help out in his life
lesson is that we shld treasure our time & frens well & nvr neglect life as meaningless
wonderful show man...
cabbed home at arnd 5am cuz my contact lens bth liaos x.x
reach home shower & booommmmmmm.... dead on e bed =x

long forgotten... shedding useless tears for you is my regret !

2009-04-17T10:14:00.002+08:00

woo last day of attachment
hahas kinda fun for e past 7wks at work
learnt quite a lot of stuff
nex wk sch reopen liaos
time flies but this semester i goin to 1/2 study 1/2 work
back at e same company hahas. all thx to e attachment i guess
if dun hab i think i goin to spend time kiao ka at home =,=

for the past few days went down to bunk to slack & play
meet hanx xiong & e rest
ytd aft work jiu meet hanx at jp to buy color contacts for myself
bought 4 box for $56 gd buy yea? hahas its a promo
buy 2 box get 2 box free
so i bought 4 diff colors try try lo
blue brown violet & green o.o (LOL green to chua tio ah) =x
sat gonna wear e green 1 1st to try ><

recently was still feelings v down
cant go over wif things
but thx to one person she cheered me up alot
her words made me think much better le
at nite dun let me slp call me to disturb me
hahas but nvm luhhs i noe u wan me happy
things that i cant 4get i'll always remember it

thx for understanding & cheering me up for the past days
thx shanshan for ur efforts
i promised i'll smile for you ;DD

2009-04-14T10:18:00.003+08:00

now at work
i cant concentrate at all

bad things happen last nite
13thApril.... 13th... its jynx-ed
i m jynx to hab a cpl ring
i noe many said being sad over a game is ridiculous
but i cant help it...
that ring had been so impt to me aft that saffron LP
i tot i can return u a favour to reach aster b4 ur bdae
treating it as a bdae present but its gone ~
its been a long time i last teared over a gal
2yrs alrdy.... i cant even believed myself realli shed a tear for you
cant believe that i could be so serious wif that ring... its virtual
yet i made it so real... its alrdy like a commitment to me
but juz that 1 split second its gone... right in front of me.
gosh... i punched e wall last nite
i made my knuckles bleed... now its kinda swollen, fk cared
punching wall is my way of letting it out but it nvr been so jialart b4
i stared at my dinner last nite fer 1hr & i nvr eat dao
dun even wanna tell my mom i had no appetite
sat at e sofa wif e TV off, stoning
went downstairs to continue stoning
u called but i duno how to face u. mind was blank, was away
even if i may had pick up i think i oso had nth to say
e things that juz happen in front of my eyes had made me lost of words

i noe i cant die for you he can
yet i may think u juz love him cuz of sympathy. its selfish thinking but thats how i m thinking everytime
u chose to run away... there is always better choices so that u wont suffer
but u chose him cuz he willing to die for you
hahas... i guess i m too afraid. Fear lives in me
my thinkin was always positive if i m in that kind of situation
gosh i'm out of my mind alrdy.
how i wish i noe u earlier
or maybe during e time i alrdy known you & added u in my BL
how great would it be then? all this sadness would occur to me or you

asking me to find someone better to replace you?
i guess i might turn ghey by then (trying to joke here)
its too hard....i guess my sincerity juz got pawned by death
i lost~
lost both you & my heart.
i tot i might be able to prove to everyone u'r a gd gal
now its all shattered... my efforts gone
juz like my colleagues always say... "its a waste of resources"
i accepted you for who you r & not wad you had done
accepted
now i juz proved u to become worse. juz great ~.~
its so not wad i wanted.
now i can prove to ppl sincerity gets pawned by death situation ~
how amusing ~

thx shanshan for trying to use ur childish behaviour to cheer me up
it will tak quite a while to be back myself again.

i lost you in the end
my worries came true
efforts gone ; ring is gone ; you r gone
how ironic love can be
i had teared for you
Death pawns sincerity

"you are the reason i breathe
you are the reason i still believe"

2009-04-11T08:18:00.005+08:00

9thApr
working... fri no work weeee
cuz its gd fri.
during work bz doin my registeration of my modules
baby cb msn me then i 4get reply
duno wad happen at that time
so i end up whole day was worried
i cant focus on anything
whole day was thinking of her
aft work went back home dinner then come out to bunk
went to pastamania wif tou qiqi hanx & del
stone there feeling worried
practically every sec i m thinkin of her
at last baby cb called & chat x.x
yuan lai she is angry wif me cuz of me being so affected by an incident
sry i let u think that way.
aft that i went down to zouk wif my colleagues
my 1st time goin to a club hahas... abit gong gong at 1st
but v fast i m adapted to that environment
drank quite a few then went home at arnd 2

always worried & thinking of you

10thApr
woke up in e aftnoon
wanted to find baby cb & ask her out to eat ice cream (owe her 4 LOL)
but i end up at nite then go out
wanted to find her but cant contact cuz she nvr top up her hp D:
worried once again.... thinking wad shld i do
that time when i'm out i realise i dun hab a destination
i took 1 big round of mrt from jurong east to dbg thru e red line
drop by at woodlands hoping to see her but i guess i cant T.T
reach bunk at arnd 10pm see jon jy qiqi & little
headed evo to play
played dota then i realise ehhh baby cb oso there =O
but we didnt chat much i oso duno y leh D:
she went back at arnd 6.45am & me too at arnd 7am wif sky & little
train back home feeling moody D:
thinking of her & think that will i hab a chance to be tgt

worried almost everyday
worried that i'll lose you
worried that i cant be wif you
worried that you will leave me alone
worried that i dun suit you
i guess i m having feelings for you
i wonder you noe abt it or i dun hab that chance?
how i wish we can be happy tgt
when will it happen?
i juz wish that i can prove to everyone you're a gd gal
i love you baby cb<33

i juz listen to a song from pussycat dolls
its adapted from a movie "slumdog millionare"
& i like these lines
you are the reason i breathe
you are the reason i still believe
you are my destiny
you realli are the reason that i m breathing <3

2009-04-08T11:41:00.002+08:00

i showed my care & concern fer you
yet u treat me this way...
u made a mistake i didnt laugh at u or insult u
wtf do u haf to do that ?
seriously suan le... u wan liddat jiu liddat bah
consider i e suay one then.
hao xin mei hao bao

this mth so many bad things happen to me!
bang wall die sua ~

PS:baby cb i'm not refering to u :D

2009-04-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

everyone have their own past
some wont accept some might
i've learn to forgive and forget
problem lies with knowing to forgive yourself

i'm always caring for you
i'm not sure you realised
ppl may say you are not worthy
but i've seen through everything and follow my heart
there is always a path for us
is whether you will choose that path with me

lots of loves <3

PS:i m alrdy over wif everything.

2009-04-06T11:03:00.003+08:00

back at work again hahas
2more wks to go ~
then jiu sch reopen liao le.
shag now... last nite slpt 3hrs cuz of tagging hearts at audi
but worth it XD
willing to do anything for her =x
update on my wkends ba ;D

3rdApr
fri went work
aft work went home to hab dinner b4 i head down bunk
still sick... every1 was getting sick
my colleague sick then my turn then my another colleague tio LOL
had a small misunderstanding wif jiamin D:
over some jealousy i guess i oso duno sia...
4get abt it.... aft that reach bunk at 8plus
slacked & played com till bunk close
headed to evo to attend bei's audi wedding
intended to go era but didnt cuz i was too sick & i wanted to go home to rest
so i bus back home & rest.

4thApr
woke up at 3plus
headed down bunk at arnd 5
on com... did wedding wif jiamin in audi <3
hahas all stress me x.x jidan ~
aft that goin 7 me & lex head down to bugis find e rest
2dae is rh de bdae
so we all went to a cafe/pub at bugis there fer dinner
e food there was not bad but serving was small
chat fer quite a bit to catch up on some maple stuff
aft that we went to arcade at bugis juction to play
arcade close headed to mac to grab a bite... deciding to go where next
decided to play lan so think of evo cuz its e nearest le
so headed down to parklane but reach evo bo com
then we tuu tuu tuuuu..... thinking where to go.
headed to cathat wif xiong yumi hanx & del see got movie or not
end up we cabbed to cine to watch movie wif tobi erica justin & their arcade frens
watched e movie
stupid man... e show was nice but zzz if u easily get nightmares dun watch =,=
its another end of e world movie =,= wad e sun got super flare that will burn e earth killing every1
dam sad ~.~
aft movie me hanx del jiu cabbed home.
sry baby i promised to play audi wif u de but end up i reach home slp liaos
sry fer letting you wait baby cb D:

5thApr
whole day at home
12plus 1 baby called me ask me wad happen last nite
apologised & said wad happened
chat fer a bit while i nua on e bed.
aft that whole day was playing audi tagging hearts
evening went to IMM to get a new pair of leather shoes fer myself XD
reach home continue tag hearts....
my parents then came back from airport sending my grandaunt there.
she goin to australia fer 10days
then bought dinner fer me & popeye chicken ! sibeh nice hahahas
but i didnt enjoy that much from e chicken cuz i was still having a sorethroat D:
tag hearts again & continue till 5am =O
finally LP-ed ;DD
aft that go to slp le

Missed You Badly <33

2009-04-03T10:36:00.002+08:00

2ndApr
sick sick sick.... G.G
having a cold again
fk man... i juz hate colds =,=
tahan fer e whole work day... mus be my colleague pass to me de!
went to bugis meet rest aft work
duno got new shopping mall open sia !! LOL
i quite long nvr go bugis walk walk le...
went to steamboat 1st
eat until sibeh full lol
rush back to e new shopping mall which i still duno wad name yet LOL
for movie... all movie tix at $6 till nex wk i heard. thats y we went to watch
watched a jackie chan movie, got gangster gangster stuff.
average rated movie for me ba, only got some gorey part whereby hand kana chop off!
aft that head down bunk fer taiji
settled at parklane then bus home
called jiamin up to chat abit
lol baby cb... u sorethroat i now 2dae oso sorethroat le =,=
my voice now more man than u alot alot of times rofl =x

falling in love is so easy as abc
forgetting love is so hard as xyz (algebra)
i guess i juz learned abc LOL <33

EMOTION TEST, DON'T CHEAT

2009-04-01T11:37:00.003+08:00

I did this test last nite & i find it interesting ><
its from nini's blog haha... i type everything out again
dun mind e copy arhs =x

Life's lonely
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1) Which color is better? Red, black, green, blue or yellow?
Ans: Blue

2) What's your first initial?
Ans: J

3) What month is your birthday?
Ans: December

4) Which color do you like more, black or white?
Ans: Black

5) Name one of your friends
Ans: Hanxiang

6) What is the number you like more in nos. 1 - 100?
Ans: 7

7) Would you like to fly or drive more?
Ans: Drive

8) Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
Ans: Ocean

9) Think of a wish but don't write it.
...................................

1) If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow: You are a very happy person.

2) If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3) If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will disvocer that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4) If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5) This person is your best friend

6) If it is 1 - 50, you are a very lovable person and you have a great life.
If it is more than 50, screw the world.

7) If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8) If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved but emotional.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

9) This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title:
EMOTION TEST, DON'T CHEAT

btw happy april's fool day ppl =x

2009-03-29T22:26:00.004+08:00

28thMar
sat woke up at 3.30pm
shower & prepared myself.
went to meet xinling sweet at dbg
ate lunch then played audi at bunk LOL
aft that played maple wif little tou & cloudie... get a lion helm LOL
quite cute lahs but make our char big head even bigger !! x.x
nth much realli happen... i slacked at smoking area till late
me hanx tou cloudie lex jielin little went to bugis beancurd shop there
e shop oppo parklane eat tao huey ~
oni lex & hanx down there eat until super full end up vomitting
then hanx again chu his merlion stunt... tai pai de ~,~
aft that took bus back home.

at home cant slp leh
still thinking alot of stuff leh

2dae end up slpt till 5pm juz now...
many things was on my mind
i dreamt of her being tgt wif someone else & not me
was feeling so bad i killed myself by jumping into e mrt tracks LOL =,=
woke up once at 9am in e morning then i slpt back aft i had that nightmare ~.~
back to slp again =x

2009-03-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

hahas fri... wkends again LOL
been thinking thru this time abt some stuff
oni some1 knew that special some1...
dedicate this new song to you
its gonna be my new blogsong for not XD
no more secret valentine
now is not getting over with you!

enjoy guys this new song
David Archuleta, A Little Too Not Over You

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2009-03-26T11:01:00.004+08:00

20thMar
its a friday... suppose to have work de
but 2dae i org a fam bbq at ecp.
so i had no choice i haf to go get a MC ><
morning work up went to atm machine transfer money to e bbq wholesale
aft that i went to polyclinic to get a MC
waited fer 1 & 1/2 hrs to my turn man =,=
aft that i went home & shower... suay man
i bought coffee at e vending machine then i sneeze & spill on my shirt
smlj =,=||
i realise i everyday must at least drink a cup of coffee
ever since i start work in e office.
went down to woodlands buy new contact lens cuz i dun dare wear my purple ones liaos
blogshop sell de contacts not safe then i scared to wear le x.x
aft that train down to bunk meet up wif everyone
headed down to bbq pit
stayed there till like arnd 11pm goin 12am
skipped e details... if not goin to write essay liaos.
headed down to yaoyao chalet which is at e other end of ecp =,=
walk until goin faint sia....
happy belated bdae yaoyao
ton at there till morning cab home slp ><

we are juz not fated

21stMar
slpt e whole day
woke up at 5pm lol.
showered & met ahlin at jurong east interchange
lol she blur queen sia... 334 stand oso dunno where
plus she is abt to tak 334 to polyclinic
she damn cute la =x
then i rush down to cathay to watch movie

e show was okay. but i expected much more better fighting
appearance of chun-li of cuz, bison, nash & i expected much more action & computer graphics but was somehow disappointed
aft movie ate dinner at ps went down to chalet
2dae is aries turn hahas...
actually intended to buy beer but sadded none wanted.
chalet mode no beer is so wrong man... nvm coming wkend i goin to drink man =x
mahjong e whole nite till morning LOL
didnt win but didnt lose much either x.x lost $3 in e end =,=
nvm haf fun jiu hao
reached home at arnd 11plus

happy bdae aries ;D

22ndMar
woke up quite early cuz monday need work
if i slp till v late ah ltr no need slp liaos
so i woke up ate lunch...
went down to IMM wif my mummy
do some shopping lol
wanted to buy new clothes for work & future use
cuz i intro my mummy to buy at G2000
there is an on-goin clearance sale
alot of stuff sell cheap cheap
so i bought 2 long-sleeve shirt & black pants.
everything $129 nia LOL cheap rite? all from G2000.
hahaha... went home audi & dota x.x
audi abit sian sia cuz no shorty bi arnd D:
her kb spoil then i no bii peii T.T
imy shorty bi. get it fix soon
(lol actually i'm e one goin to help u fix =x)

shorty bi e best <33 =x

2009-03-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

juz confuse with who m i?
kinda lazy to post my wkends...
maybe tml during work time.
confuse with wad i m?
confuse with feelings in my heart?
confuse with everything arnd me?
frens is still e best
but i wonder who will give me e extra care & concern that i want
e care & concern from that special someone.
she havent appear D:
i'm feeling so down

where r u??
wad m i to you??
i was almost being an idiot believing you

2009-03-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

wednesday le... time flies
its my 3rd wk for attachment
getting more & more interesting...
work life can be fun but shag at sometimes x.x

i juz got my semestral results
wtf i cant believe my eyes...
wad i think i would fail didnt fail
those i think can pass i fail
smlj la ~.~ laoooooo i tot i pass all my module but got 1 F (fail) =,=
dulan dulan..... lao lao ~~~~ i goin to go sch try appeal fer it man.

i adapted this from sweet's blog
i find it v true hahas wan to share wif u all
sweet u wont mind rite? <33 ily man =x
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
while loving someone deeply gives you courage

2009-03-16T10:21:00.002+08:00

LOL looks like i gonna post stuff every wkend nia
wkday to me now sibeh sian de leh
everyday go work... 6pm fang gong go home shower audi eat slp =O
everyday repeat e same thing over again till fri LOL

13thMar
went down bunk str8 aft work
met hanx up at bunk
e rest slowly came down bunk
little sadded... lost his wallet
inside $50 ic ezlink everything =,=
sibeh sian lo... lose wallet D:
e last time i lost mine was during pri sch LOL
quite long ago le.... now v careful wif my belongings
went up to ps kopitiam... wooo its finally reopen
turn sibeh nice LOL... went there fer dinner
but i nvr eat cuz quite full... had a late lunch juz now
but i saw simon xiong all buy e almond beancurd wif longan
so i bought 1 to eat LOL
aft that went bunk to play
play till bunk close me & hanx took 502 back home

14thMar
woke up went down bunk
settle fam BBQ collect money & everything
aft that i slack arnd
till arnd evening time
hanx xiong all came
we went to ps kopitiam to makan
lol xiong go play wif my food cuz i went to buy drinks fer them
all kelian me that i turn into waterboy =O LOL x.x
aft that eat finish went back bunk to play till close again lo
intended to go evo play awhile b4 goin back home but sudden got rain ._.
end up took bus back wif hanx again
alight at a koptiam near my hse wif hanx & slack there
hanx wanna eat something so we decided to eat there lo
but i dun wan eat cuz v full
oni went there lim kopi LOL
chat quite abit till arnd 2am we all went back
sadded tot 2dae can LP at bunk but we short of 60 hearts nvr tag e prev nite
jas tired fell aslp D:
looks like haf to find another day liaos =x

15thMar
whole day slping lol cuz i slpt quite late last nite =x
totally slacked at home playing dota =,=
suppose i promised my mom go temple but i slp like pig
end up kanna scolded by mom ~.~
nth much to say liaos

now working once again LOL
wonder wads in store this wk & fri de fam bbq
hope everything worked out fine ;D

feeling sian & boring everyday
wonder who will be wif me by my side
love secrets